gxg Taylor swift imagines Chapter 1

Its not your fault

Suicide attempt mention ⚠️

Taylor's POV

Hmm i just finished writing a song and im feeling kinda bored and kinda in the mood for.. y/n. Im gonna go bug her

I walk out of the music room into our shared room. I walked in on her using her phone, texting someone rather seriously

"Hey babe what are you doing?" I asked curious to why shes so serious

"Uh im helping f/n through some stuff that's happening " she glances at me and looks back to her phone and bites her lip

Okay, so maybe no bugging her

I join her in the bed and snuggled into her while she texted her friend

"So..what's happening?"

"Shes going through a tough time and shes stressed about everything that's happening"

Y/n is always helping people with their problems. Thats what i love about her, shes a comforter

————time lapse two days

I walk in the house after an exhausting day at work but all that exhaustion disappeared when i saw y/n pacing, shaking and crying

I dropped everything in my hands and just ran to her

"Baby what's wrong?" I asked in worry

"F-f/n uh.. tried to um.. kill herself" she said in between sobs

"Oh baby.." I quickly wrapped my hands around her

"Shes uhm, in the emergency room" she looked down

"Did she say anything?" I asked

"No.." "its my fault i didn't stop her. I should've knew" she mumbled

"Its not your fault y/n" i said to her

"Okay." She said insincerely

"Its not your fault" i repeated

"I. Know." She replied. I can tell you're lying and shes still blaming herself

"Y/n, listen to me. Its not your fault." I placed my hand on her shoulder

"I..i know.." she started sobbing again

"Its alright baby. Dont blame yourself. You did the best you could" i took her into my arms and comforted her

Awhile after she went silent, i tried to talk to her but there was no reply, so i guessed that she was asleep

I carried her upstairs and into bed. I changed out of my clothes and joined her just to slowly fall asleep myself