Bella-Rose is a sweet innocent 22 year old mother to a boy and another on the way.She is also a doctor all she wants to do it help people cause she knows she can't be helped when it comes to her what happens when she meets her patients Son can he he...
I woke up to a light knock on the door but I chose to ignore it and kept cuddling with Matteo "Bella" I heard Isaiah say I just kept ignoring it I'm so tired this baby is making me so tired I heard the door open but still ignored it and held on to Matteo tighter "bella" he whispered pushing the hair out of my face,I still ignored him until he started tickling me,I sprung from the bed squealing "Get off me you doofus"I said laughing cause he wouldn't stop tickling me,
I heard a loud gasp "Did you just call me a doofus "Isaiah said loudly faking being hurt "maybe" I said cheekily sticking my tongue out laughing we finally sobered up from laughing when Matteo walked up "mummy shhhhh I'm trying to nap"he says tiredly leaning in me "your have your daddy's attitude mijo"I said stroking his hair but that seemed to wake him up "I'm not like him mummy I never will be" He said angrily waking up and leaving theroom I was shocked he used to love his dad and always wanted his dads attention but Ricky never gave it to him but that didn't seem to bother him so what changed I was so lost in my thoughts AGAIN that I didn't notice Isaiah sitting beside me I jumped "sorry bella didn't mean to scare you"he said sincerely "it's okay I'm used to it"i mutter getting ready to stand up before Isaiah gently pulls me back down on the bed "he isn't mad at you Bella he doesn't like being compared to that monster that took one of his little siblings away or when he took his mother away from him for months or when he had to call for help when you were beaten and bleeding on the floor and he didn't know if you were going to live or not,it's not you it's him he wants to be compared to you,his brave mum that lived through all this and fought for her children whose brave smart and kind"he said staring at me waiting for my response,
I lunged at Isaiah and give him such a big hug that's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me "I never thought about that I thought he would always love his daddy he used to always want his attention and even when he heard the screams and fights and was being ignored by Ricky Matteo still wanted his attention I didn't think this one fight would stop him from looking up to his daddy"I said crying on Isaiah shoulder seeking comfort something I've rarely ever got bar Elio's comfort from earlier today "it's okay Bella I'm here it's okay"he said rubbing my back I didn't realise how long we were holding each other until I heard a deep voice "are you two okay"I looked over to see Elio,
I immediately jumped off the bed away from Isaiah and wiped my tears and sent a big smile Elio'a way "of course why wouldn't we" I said he didn't look convinced and looked behind me to isaiah to see if that was the truth but before I could look back and convince Isaiah to agree Elio just says to folllow him it's dinner time,
Dinning hall
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When I walk in behind Elio everyone's eyes fall on me but i don't look at any of them I just head straight towards Matteo and sit down next to him I can see he's not talking to me or anyone for the matter and he looks upset so I lean down "I'm sorry baby I didn't realise that would upset you and it was stupid to say something like that after what Ricky did to the both of us and I promise your nothing like him and if I do say so your a mini me to the T so can you please forgive mommy" i said giving him my sad face I could see he was thinking about it and suddenly he jumps on me and gives me a big hug "I'm not mad at you mummy I promise"he says into my shoulder I just hold him tightly he finally lets go and I realise that everyone is looking at us I look away blushing this is so embarrassing I could hear a few chuckles but I just started plating Matteos food cause I'm not hungry I could feel a hard stare on me as I sat there fiddling with my fingers so when I looked up I could see Alessandro giving me a hard stare I looked away avoiding contact after the last time he tried to get me to eat he nearly scared me to death ,
I'm broking out of thoughts by a plate being placed in front of me I look up to see Leonardo had placed it their I give him a smile for being thoughtful I'm about to decline but he beats me to it "for the baby Bee(nickname) think of the baby"he says and walks back to his seat I sigh he's right so I slowly start eating a few mouthfuls till I'm full I feel a tug on my arm and look down to Matteo "yes baby" I said quietly "I'm done can we go for a walk"I look down to his plate this is embarrassing my 2 year old ate more food than I eat in a week "ya we can I'm done aswell" I said trying to avoid everyone,
We get up and I held my hand out for Matteo to take which he happily takes and as we're about to leave the dining room I hear a deep raspy voice "we're are ye two going"ugh why does it have to be him if you couldn't guess it's the scary Alessandro "we're g-go-going f-f-or a wa-walk"I stutter out scared like he's going to try drug me again alongside his big scary friend who is also staring at me I look at Elio for help but before he could answer his wife does "Me and Elio will come with you dear"she says smiling at me which I send right back,as they both get up I avoid looking at Alessandro or that other boy who helped him drug me I may be naive but I won't be forgiving them easily even tho Alessandro is Devishly handsome and when he stares at me I get scared and flustered can you feel both I think to myself and there I go again lost in my thoughts,
"Ready darling"Elio says giving me a smile with Francesca beside him"oh yes sorry are you ready Matteo"I say giving his hand a light squeeze "yes let's go"he says excitedly pulling me along I let Elio and Francesca lead the way while we trail behind as they know where we are going.
They lead us out the double patio door and down a different passage way from the one me and Elio took earlier today I let out a gasp it's massive playground Matteo let's go of my hand and run towards the jungle gym straight away so the three of us go to the side of the slide waiting for him if he decides to come down "I didn't know you had young kids in your family" I quickly said hoping they won't give out for me speaking out of line " we don't" Francesca said sending me a smile,but this made me confused "Then why do you have this magnificent playground"I said astonished "Alessandro got it for Matteo"Elio said nonchalantly "what he did not no way all this just for Matteo what why we don't live her"I said rambling until Elio set a hand on my shoulder to stop me "while you were in hospital Matteo wanted to stay with Alessandro and aless didn't want Matteo to get bored so he hired people to build it for him and they both would come down here every evening and play"he says sounding pleased with Alessandro "oh that's very kind I didn't realise"I said appreciating what he did for Matteo not even his own father would do that.
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