Ram's POV
I told Jenny that I will divorce her but I can't live without her. I need to talk to someone, called Tanvi, asked her to meet me.
"You look like hell" she said
"I'm living in hell"
"I thought you would have solved everything since Jenny didn't file for divorce" she said
"I made it worse.....I..."
"Ram, we know each other since childhood. You believe I could help you so you called me here. Tell me everything, whats going on between you and Jenny? Why does she want divorce?"
I told her everything since my chaotic marriage, agreement between us.
"I don't know the reason but she initially hated me, thought I'm a playboy, broke many girl's hearts. She didn't believe even though I tried to tell I'm not. I tried to find who she is and why she came into my life. After two months we were good... I mean like good friends.... few weeks before you showed me divorce papers, I thought.... she is in love with me...." I said
"I'm sorry i trusted proofs over you. What about you Ram? Do you love Jenny?" She asked
"Three months into our marriage I stopped finding who she is. It didn't matter to me anymore, I don't know when I fell in love with her, I can't imagine my life without her" I said
"Did you tell that you love her?" She asked. I nodded no
"Jenny is good human Ram, she thought you are playboy, hurt someone... so she came into your life. After knowing truth, maybe she is going away. You never expressed your love and she wants to free you from her. Open up, tell your feelings" she said
"I screwed it Tanvi"
"What happened?"
How do I tell her, can't even take those words from my mouth
"It's ok Ram, I won't judge. I'm here to help you" she said
"I.... raped.... her.... brutally..." I cried
"You what?" She shouted
"I lost it when you showed me divorce papers, got drunk and...."
"What you did is unforgivable but we can't change past. I know you would be dying inside for what happened. Did you speak to her about it?" She asked after few minutes of silence
"Everyday we both live in that nightmare.... every night she gets nightmares of that night and cries and begs me to stop..."
"Sorry Ram..."
"I committed sin, deserve this but I can't see her suffer... I couldn't muster courage to show my face to her. Finally I spoke to her yesterday, she asked for divorce. I asked her if she could give chance to our relation but she didn't want to. I understand her hatred but I can't live without her Tanvi. She is my life" I said
"Divorce is not easy Ram. Even with mutual consent you both should be married for at least one year. You have five more months. She is traumatized by what happened, take care of her. Show your love, express your feelings" she said
"She is intimidated by my mere presence" I said
"I can't imagine what she is going through Ram. I know she loves you for sure, being raped by the person you love is more tormenting" she said crying
"She hates me so much" I said
"She doesn't, she would have told everyone what you did if she does. Your family loves her so much, they would disown you if they know what you did. She is protecting you, suffering in silence. Believe me Ram, she loves you so Much" Tanvi said
"I really hope so. I asked private investigator to find about her, I asked him to stop investigation few months back. He couldn't find anything at that time, no identification, Adhar card, pan card, passport... nothing. It is as if she doesn't exist legally. Jenny told the information about her name and parents are correct" I said
"What if she is not Indian citizen?" She said
"That thought never occurred to me. You are right..." "Thank you Tanvi, I believe she is from States. She speaks more about States than India."I feel better now Tanvi, thank you for helping me even after what I did" I thanked her
She wished me all the best. I called Saurabh uncle and requested him to investigate about Jenny, apologized for before. I also told him Jenny might be American citizen. He said, he will try to find something sooner. I want Jenny in my life forever
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Burning in revenge 2
General FictionIt is a standalone story, not sequel A girl wants revenge because of some mistake but falls in love with him. He hates her for what she did. His family loves her not knowing what she is after. When she wants to correct her mistake, things take U-tu...
