Burning in revenge 2

Monster

Warning : slightly mature content and assault 

Jenny's POV 

I made a mistake by entering Ram's life with a lie, it's too big to be called mistake. It is sin, I created mess in this beautiful family. I'm trying to set things right by leaving with another lie. The path I chose is wrong but I have no other way. 

It's going to create storm in this house as a result of my decision but everyone's life will be peaceful after the storm ends.

Everyone will hate me, disgusted with me. This family gave me the love I craved my whole life, in return I'm going to break their hearts.

I'm dying inside thinking about my life from tomorrow. I don't know if I could live without them. It's good that no one is here, otherwise I won't be able to leave. By the time they return, I would be gone for good. This would be my last day in this home, a home I always craved for.

I came out of my thoughts when something fell on me. I looked down, they are papers. I heard claps. It's Ram. What's wrong with him? He looked tipsy, eyes are red. Is he drunk? I could feel anger radiating from him.

"What's this?" I asked

"Your gift, I received them early" he said with anger

I took the papers in my hand. Oh god! These are divorce papers. How did he get them? He is supposed to receive after few days.

"So you want divorce?" He asked in anger

"Ram, let's talk when you are sober. You are drunk" I said

"What do you want to say? I'm impotent, can't satisfy your physical needs?" He said coming to me. I never saw Ram like this, not even when I married with a lie. He is a gentle person, his anger is scary. I moved back till I hit the wall behind me. I'm scared right now, he is standing few centimeters away and put his hands on wall on either side of my head

"Do you think I'm really impotent?" He asked

"No" i said

"How do you know? Let's find out"

"You are not in your senses, let's talk when you are sober" I begged

"You are my wife, it's my duty to satisfy your physical needs" he said kissing my lips roughly

I tried to push him but he held my hands in his grip, he is too strong. He is biting my lips. They are bleeding, I could taste blood. He tore my dress and threw me on bed and started to undress himself. He is going to force himself on me, I would love to give myself to him but not like this. He will hate himself, the guilt will kill him after coming to senses. I have to stop him. I tried to run but he caught me and pinned on the bed. I tried to push him away in vain, begged him... I'm scared for him than myself. He is biting me every inch of my body, it's hurting like hell. I'm scared, he is ripping my body along with my heart. I can't bear this, physical pain and the emotional pain that Ram is raping me... I cried, begged him to stop. He can't be my Ram. I kicked him and got up but he caught my leg, pulled me onto bed and entered inside me. The pain is thousand times than any pain I ever experienced. I'm going to die

"Ram, please... I'm sorry, let me go..."

"That's what you want, going away from me?" He shouted and turned more violent 

"I can't bear this pain, come out of me... please, leave me"

"This is what you are missing from marriage right, why do you want me to stop, have fun"

He is not listening to me, not understanding my pain, my cries are falling in deaf ears. He is not coming out of me, he is brutal. I'm going to die today. He is not going to leave me even if I die, until he gains senses. Don't know when I lost my consciousness