𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬

𝟐𝟑. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤

The way he was crying that day, proved me that he still loves Avantika so much.

I couldn't stop myself from thinking about those things continuously, so I decided to ask him.

"Ruhaan" With a hesitating voice I called him.

"Ji" He responded.
(Yes)

"I want to ask you something." I said.

"Puchiye." He replied.
(Ask)

"Will you never love anyone again?" I asked him closing my eyes in fear.

"Never."

My heart broke into pieces hearing that one word.

Never.

He is not going to love anyone again. It means he will not love me. He doesn't love me. He sees me as a doctor only.

Tears started to well up in my eyes. I blinked my eyes several times to not let them flow.

It's okay. It's completely fine.

I loved him unconditionally. I didn't love him with the expectation that he would love me too. There is no such thing as you will always get what you want. He still loves Avantika. And it is very difficult to replace the one you love. It is very difficult to forget them.

It's okay.

"Avni was my very first and last." He suddenly said and I looked outside the window breaking into silent cries.

"Oh-okay." With great difficulty, I replied.

We didn't talked with each other after this. A silence was spread after the short conversation.

I was still looking out of the window and cursing my fate.

Why the hell is this happening with me? Why? What did I do to deserve this all? I had happily moved on from him but again I saw him, we met and now my heart again broke.

Why god why? Why are you doing this with me?

Maa, why is this happening with me only? Why the hell Ruhaan Raichand is my childhood crush? It could have been anyone else. Why he came to me only? He could have gone to many other doctors.

My fate is playing with me.

Everyone is playing with me.

The car stopped and I looked at him.

"Take it." He said and give me the car keys.

He got out of the car and my brows knitted in confusion.

I looked outside and saw that we have reached his company. I looked at his disappearing figure and cried silently. Suddenly he turned back and I lowered my face a little.

He waved his hand gesturing a goodbye. I smiled at him and bid him bye.

My lips were trembling badly due to the heavy pain in my chest. I couldn't stop myself and burst into cries.