Taming The Devil (boyxboy)

Tame 4

I was staring at the ceiling as I lay down peacefully. I woke up pretty early. That was weird. My alarm clock usually wake me up. Luckily, I forgot to set it last night. It's alright. It was still quite dark outside. I want to sleep again but it seems like my soul was wide awake.

I hugged my big stuff toy. I only had three. The first one is a big teddy bear. My father gave it to me on my 13th birthday. I really have weak spots on big and cuddly things. My pig stuff toy and my monkey stuff toy. I always have them in my sleep.

I stood up lazily while dragging my teddy bear with me. I made it sit on my chair. I need to do my morning rituals. I went to the bathroom. I really want to sleep but my eyes won't let me. I pout childishly because of that.

Hmm.. I stared at myself on the the mirror. Why am I blushing? Well I'm used to it. I always woke up like this. I don't know why. I look so ugly right now.

I raked my fingers through my messy brown hair. I need a haircut. But I know the twins will freak out because they really love my hair. They said it was soft and silky. I got the natural color of my hair from my father. I'm a brunette. It wasn't that dark and not that light. I don't know what shade of brown is that.

After several minutes of standing here, I got frustrated on fixing my hair. Do I have any ponytail here or something? This hair blinds my eyes already. I open a drawer and took out a ponytail. Don't judge me. I just bought this because I already experienced having a long hair. I just took the hair that blinded my eyes and tied it on top of my head. I grimaced. I look like a shitzu. Ugh. But I think it's okay. Atleast I can see now.

I blinked many times as I stare at myself clearly. Eh? I look like my mom. Seriously, I just realized that I'm a male version of my mother. Some of my relatives told me so but I didn't quite believe it. But now I know. Well actually,I got my nose from my father. My eyes and lips from my mother. They said I'm cute. Oh c'mon. My brown eyes are so big. Well, forget it.

After my morning rituals like washing my face and so on, I went back to the kitchen. Hmm.. What will I eat for breakfast? I opened my refrigerator. I want some egg and hotdog. And a hot chocolate. Oh I also want rice. I want a heavy breakfast today. I'm half Filipino remember? I eat rice. I always have rice here. I still have time to cook.

After several minutes of cooking, I placed the omelet in the table. Well I mixed the eggs and hotdogs. I whisked the eggs and added the sliced hotdogs. The way I sliced the hotdog is like slicing a carrot. In circle shape. Adding a little salt is okay but the hotdog I bought is salty already. Too much salty food is bad for our health. For addition, I mixed catsup and mayonaisse and added a little bit of hot sauce on a little plate. This is where I will dip my omelet. Yummy! Oh my rice is cooked already. I will make my hot choco later.

After my delicious breakfast, I clean my kitchen. It was a little bit lonely. I hate eating alone. I sighed sadly. Maybe someday I will have someone who will cook for me. And ofcourse I will cook for that special person too. Someday. Okay, stop it already. It was too early to think about those things.

I grabbed my towel and went to the bathroom. Oh gosh. I have no heater so I always endure the cold water. Maybe for a few months, I'll be able to get one.

I started to strip my clothes to take a bath. I need to go to school early. I need to talk to my classmates about the cookfest we will manage for the next month.

B-But.. Girls are separated to boys.. That means.. O-Oh gosh. I bite my lower lip as the events yesterday keep flashing back on my mind. N-No way. I absent-mindly cover my chest with my arms.

H-How will I interact with the boys now? What if they.. Oh gosh. H-How will I protect myself.. if.. if.. s-something may really happen? I-I'm weak. They're taller and bigger than me. They can easily take advantage of me. W-What am I going to do? I'm so dead. I palmed my face. This is so frustrating. This is his fault. That guy.. But it's also my fault. Why did I do that? I put myself in danger.