Thirty Six

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YOUR POV

I'm not okay. It's just getting harder to live without my family. Nat and the girls have been brilliant but I want my sister and my sons.

- Ivy : MOM, WHERE IS MY BALLET STUFF?

- y/n : Stop yelling, Mama is working. It's in the studio

- Ivy : Okay, thanks

- y/n : Come here little miss. You're so grown up

- Ivy : Ugh, Mom. Stop

- Talya : Don't be mean to your Mom

- y/n : Thank you Tals. Very wise words from my favourite 10 year old. Now go play, but don't leave anyone out

The girls are basically grown ups. Well, not really. Ivy is 11, Tals 10 and Charlie 9 but close enough. They barely remember the blip, especially Charlie. She asks for stories a lot though, from me and Steve.

- Charlie : What was Uncle Bucky like?

- y/n : Uncle Bucky was very handsome and very strong. He had a metal arm that you were fascinated with as a kid but in the end you just treated him like any other person. He was the first person you looked for when we all met up

- Charlie : I wish I remembered him properly

- y/n : I know sweetie. Uncle Steve has lots more memories I'm sure he'd love to share with you. Like their wedding and when they got Mags

- Charlie : Yeah. How about Auntie Lena or Auntie Ria?

- y/n : Come help me make dinner, we can talk then

I don't see Nat a whole lot at the minute, she still thinks we can find a way to bring everyone back.

- Talya : Auntie Y/n, when's dinner? I'm hungry

- y/n : All that dancing has built up an appetite, huh? Give me 20 minutes and then-

- Natasha : OH MY GOD

- y/n : Crap. NAT, HONEY, WHAT'S WRONG?

- Natasha : Oh my god

- y/n : You need to talk to me, my love

- Natasha : Tony's done it. He's figured out how to undo it, the blip

- y/n : So-

- Natasha : So we can bring everyone back

- Talya : My family?

- Natasha : Yeah

- Talya : Auntie Y/n

- y/n : Yeah Tals?

-Talya : I want my Mom

Talya hasn't mentioned Wanda since a few months into the blip. One day she just stopped saying she missed her Mom and brothers.

- Tony : You got here quickly

- y/n : Girls, go play. Adult conversation

- Ivy : Okay Mom

- Charlie : Mom?

- y/n : It'll be okay sweetie. Go play with Tals and Ives. I think Maggie is colouring in the other room

- Steve : We need to go back in time and get the stones, Thanos destroyed the ones we had

- Natasha : Me and Clint are going to Vormir

- y/n : I want to come

- Natasha : NO- I mean, no. You need to stay with the girls

- Bruce : I can keep an eye on them

- y/n : I want to come with you

I want to be a part of this, I can't sit and let everyone do a job and just wait. I want everyone back and I'll do anything for them.

- Clint : Are we all ready for this?

- Natasha : Ready as I'll ever be. Let me see the girls before we go

We'll be back in a matter of minutes, it'll be fine.

NATASHA'S POV

I know what happens on Vormir, that's why I don't want Y/n to come. She'll try to stop me or Clint because I'm damn well not letting her do it. The kids need her.

- Natasha : Hey girls

- Ivy : MAMA

- Natasha : Hiya Ives, come here Charlie. Me and Mommy are going on a little trip. We'll be back soon. I love you so so much

- Ivy : I love you too

- Charlie : I love you Mama

- Natasha : I'm going to do everything I can to get your Mom and brothers back Talya

- Talya : Promise?

- Natasha : I pinky promise. Come here

I can't delay this anymore. I know what's going to happen and Y/n and Clint are going to try to stop it but I refuse to let it be them.

- Natasha : Clint

- Clint : Mhm?

- Natasha : Y/n can't come with us

- Clint : Why?

- Natasha : She's a distraction. We need to go now before she can stop us

- Clint : Oh, erm, okay

I can't let Y/n come with us and try to protect everyone, I need to protect her and get our boys back.

- Natasha : You ready?

- Clint : As ready as I'll ever be

- Bruce : Where's Y/n?

- Natasha : Staying with the girls. Let's go, now

- Bruce : Be safe

- y/n : Wait, I'm coming

- Natasha : See you in a minute detka

It's making me want to throw up so badly. The look of confusion on Y/n's face and the fact I know what'll happen, I know what choice I have. I owe it to Clint. After everything, him saving me, after everything I put the team through, it's time.

Authors Note
I'm so sorry for my
lack of updates.
Have a drink and a
snack please

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