YOUR POV
Ivy is definitely ready to go to bed. Wanda put Talya down about half an hour ago so we're getting ready for bed in my room. Charlie is downstairs cuddling Yelena but she's difficult to get into bed if she's fallen asleep on someone.
- y/n : Keep you head up baby, I've just got to brush your hair
- Ivy : Mommyyyyy
- y/n : I know baby. Mommy is so mean for getting you ready for bed
- Ivy : Mhm
- y/n : It's okay, you can cry. Mommy's just got to braid your hair so it doesn't get knotty
- Ivy : Mommyyy. I want sleeppp
- y/n : Just a little longer. I'll be quick my love
Ivy is very much like Nat when she's tired. She wants to be held and will do anything to sleep. For Ivy that means she'll fall asleep while I'm doing her hair and she's crying.
- y/n : Shh, Mommy's done now. I've got you baby. You can sleep
This isn't the first time Ivy's sat on my lap and I've rocked her to sleep. It's something I have to do quite a lot when she's ill or when she's stayed the night at Wanda and Vision's. She just misses her Moms.
- Natasha : How did she go down
- y/n : Easily, after she'd fought me and cried the whole time I did her hair
- Natasha : Poor baby
- y/n : Mhm
- Natasha : Come here detka
- Yelena : Ew
- Maria : They're just cuddling
- y/n : We don't get a lot of time as just us. We've always got a kid attached to us, not that we're complaining, but it's nice to spend time with my fiancé
- Maria : Hmph
- y/n : What?
- Maria : You said fiancé
- y/n : I did?
- Pepper : Y/n, honey, we all know. We're just waiting for you to say something
- y/n : How? How do you know?
- Steve : Nat spam texted me the night it happened and FRIDAY accidentally read it out loud
- Tony : No she didn't, you yelled it to Bucky, we all heard
- Peter : What's going on?
- MJ : Nat and Y/n are engaged
- Peter : WHAT? REALLY?
- Yelena : Be quiet. The baby is sleeping
- Wanda : Since we're getting things out in the open, I'm pregnant
- Pepper : Oh Wanda. Congratulations
- Wanda : It's twins
- Pietro : What?
Pietro is Talya's biggest fan. Let's imagine him with more nieces/nephews and he'll be in his element.
- Yelena : I got a dog
- y/n : Is this just confession time?
- Maria : I've been getting therapy
- Natasha : I'm thinking about retiring
- Bucky : I'm a gay man
It sounds stupid to everyone else but I know it's taken a lot for Bucky to say that, for him to admit to everyone else that he's only interested in men.
- Alexei : I regret what happened in Cuba
- Melina : I would hope so. Yelena and Natasha have always been my girls
- Yelena : Mama, stop
- Melina : I love my girls more than they will ever know
- Natasha : Aww, Mom
- Melina : What am I doing, getting upset. My girls are big strong girls
- Natasha : Alright Mom, let's leave it there
I love my family, my found family. My kids and Natasha are my whole world but the others are just as important, they're the reason I love my job and who I can turn to when the girls and Nat are driving me insane with a tornado of mess or when they're all ill.
- Peter : I'm scared, to go to college
- Ned : Me too
- MJ : Don't look at me, I'm fine
- Tony : Come here kid. Your going to go to college and be great. One day you'll be a better scientist than me
- Peter : Tony...
- Tony : We're all supporting you kid
- Steve : When I came out the ice I was lost. My family was dead, I though Buck was dead, I was completely alone. But Fury and Maria helped me, they taught me how to adapt and without them I don't think I'd be here, with you all. So thank you
- y/n : I love you guys
- Tony : Come on then
- Maria : What are you doing?
- Tony : Group hug, duh?
- Yelena : Wake Charlie up and I'll murder you all
I don't know what I'd do without these guys.
- y/n : As much as I love you all, I'm going to head to bed
- Natasha : Want me to come?
- y/n : No, no. You can stay. I love you
- Natasha : I love you detka. I'll be up soon
Ivy has already climbed out of her bed and into mine and Nat's room and is curled up on the floor. It only happens when someone else in sleeping in her room and she wakes up to use her diaper.
- y/n : Shh, it's just Mommy. We're going to go to sleep baby
- Ivy : Stay
- y/n : You can stay here. Close those pretty eyes for me baby. Mommy's got you, time to sleep baby, shh
- Ivy : Love you
- y/n : Mommy loves you so much Ives
It's moments like these that makes me want so many kinds. When Ivy is tired and clingy and just wants to be close to me and Natasha and we can give her that because we're not in the Red Room or living with my father.
- y/n : Tasha?
- Natasha : I didn't mean to wake you up. Go back to sleep detka
- y/n : What time is it?
- Natasha : Around 2. I needed to settle Cece before I came to bed
- y/n : Mhm. Come cuddle
- Natasha : Let me just get changed. Ives is there and I've been smoking
- y/n : Mhm
- Natasha : Hiya detka. Close those eyes for me. Good night, I love you
- y/n : I love you too Tasha
I'm exhausted but I really wouldn't have it any other way. I love my life at the minute, I wish I could freeze it and take a picture of the honest bliss that is my life.
Authors Note
Have a drink and
a snack please
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