Loving Her is Red

Twenty Seven

YOUR POV

I don't like the idea of being away from Ivy but today is her first day at daycare. She'll be better off with kids her age compared to being with adults the whole time. She's also 4, she doesn't need me and Nat all the time and she'll be starting kindergarten next year anyway.

- y/n : Ives, you can't take your toys. They'll have lots of toys there for you

- Ivy : Where's Mama?

- y/n : Mama is moving your carseat into the van baby

- Ivy : I want Mama

- y/n : We'll see Mama in a minute. Let's get our shoes on first

We're taking Talya to daycare too. She started a few weeks before the twins were born. It means Wanda can focus on them during the day and then Vis picks up Talya on the way home. She's been there 4 months now and is really enjoying it.

- Charlie : Mommy, baby?

- y/n : The baby is still there Cece

- Charlie : I be big sister like Vee

- y/n : Yes my love. You'll be a big sister like Ivy

- Ivy : MOMMY, I WANT MAMA

- y/n : Thank you for expressing your feelings Ivy but we don't yell. Yelling doesn't get us what we want

- Ivy : Sorry Mommy

- y/n : Thank you baby

We're working on things. Ivy has been in her yelling-for-attention phase ever since we told her and Charlie that we were having another baby...Charlie has been trying to copy Ivy, she's looking up to her big sister which is cute but a pain in the ass when they're both yelling.

- y/n : Go to Mama Ives, I've got to get Cece's shoes on

- Ivy : Okay Mommy

- Charlie : Mommy

- y/n : That's right, I'm Mommy. Let's go see Uncle Bucky today, yeah?

- Charlie : Keyyyy

- y/n : That's what I thought. Come on baby

Today I'm getting my 18 week scan. It's a high risk pregnancy, apparently after Charlie I was left with some abrasions which made it difficult to get pregnant and will make it difficult to stay pregnant. Not only is it just the abrasions but it looks like me and Natasha are getting triplets. Twins I think we could deal with but triplets?!

- Natasha : How are you feeling?

- y/n : Like I'm about to puke. Is Ives buckled in?

- Natasha : Yeah. You going to make it to the compound? I'd rather you didn't throw up in our new car

- y/n : Natasha, just drive. I'll worry about throwing up, you can worry about driving. And it's not a car when it seats 8 people and the manufacturer has to ask whether we want the minibus interior or the commercial interior, it's a van

- Ivy : Mommy?

- y/n : Yes baby?

- Ivy : Mommy sicky?

- y/n : Mommy does feel a little bit sick but I'll be okay Ives. Mommy promises she will be fine

- Ivy : Auntie Wandy?

- y/n : We're picking Talya up so you can see Auntie Wands then

We've only told a few people but I look like I'm pregnant so it's actually pretty obvious. To be fair, I haven't left the house to see the team since I was like 7 weeks.

- y/n : HELLO?

- Talya : Auntie Y/nnn

- y/n : Where's Mommy?

- Talya : Babies

- y/n : Auntie Nat will help you get in the car, I'll go find your Mom so you can say goodbye from the car

Wanda says three under three is over whelming. Like not that she regrets it but that it's definitely a change. We're going to have five under four.

- y/n : Hey Wan-

- Wanda : Take Billy

- y/n : Hey Bills. Why are you only in a diaper?

- Wanda : He pooped all over everything so I got him changed and then he puked all over himself so we're going with just a diaper for now

- y/n : Smelly baby. Do you need me to stay? I can reschedule the ultrasound with Bruce and Tony

- Wanda : Nope. I've got it. Just put Billy in the swing in the lounge and keep an eye on the twins while I say goodbye to Tal's

I thought Wanda's bump was huge, let alone when I get further into my pregnancy. With Ivy I wasn't showing until I was like 18 weeks, with Charlie it was 17 weeks. But I'm literally 18 weeks and I feel huge, like what I felt like when I was full term with the girls.

- Ivy : Let's go Mommy. We gone be late

- y/n : I'm sorry baby. I just had to keep an eye on Billy and Tommy for Auntie Wanda. We can go now

- Talya : Mommy said you have baby

- y/n : We do Tals

We're not telling the kids that it's triplets yet purely because of the risk.

- y/n : Right, come on girlies. Let's get you unbuckled and into daycare

- Talya : BYE BYE AUNTIE Y/NNNN

Talya has no fear, she's used to being away from her parents all day. As expected, Ivy is a little hesitant.

- y/n : Come here baby. Mommy and Mama love you so so much. You're going to have a brilliant day and you won't want to come home later

- Ivy : You come back?

- y/n : Of course we'll come back baby. I promise

- Ivy : Love your Mommy

- y/n : I love you too baby

- Talya : Come play Vee

I'm hoping that Talya being at daycare as well will help Ivy settle. I don't want to think about her crying all day because then I'll cry.

- Natasha : How was she?

- y/n : A little teary, it was probably good that you stayed in the car. She wouldn't have gone if we were both there

- Natasha : Our little girl is getting big

- y/n : Shut up. How is she 4 already? She's basically moved out

- Natasha : Not quite detka. We have at least 14 years until that happens

- y/n : She's never going to college. None of them are, they can't leave us

- Natasha : We'll talk about it again later. Let's head to the compound

God I'm going to be that Mom when they're teenagers. Trying to be the cool Mom and keep up to date with their kids lives.

Authors Note
Have a drink and
a snack please