Thirty Five

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YOUR POV

None of the kids have gone to bed easily tonight. They're all sharing a room and Talya really doesn't want to sleep, she wants Wanda.

- Natasha : She's down for now. I sang her an old Russian lullaby and used some of Wanda's perfume on a pillow

- Pepper : Wine?

- y/n : Mhm

- Pepper : Nat?

- Natasha : No, I'm good with beer

- Steve : It's Thanos

- y/n : Who the fuck is Thanos?

- Tony : Some purple alien dude who thinks the world is overpopulated or some shit. In the presence of all of the infinity stones he had the ability to make half the population disappear

- y/n : But Vis-

- Tony : Is gone, doesn't exist. He's down in my lab, what's left anyway

- y/n : FRIDAY, make sure none of the kids have access to the labs

- FRIDAY : Of course Y/n

The last thing we need is any of the kids walking into Tony's lab and seeing Vision. That's just traumatic.

- Pepper : Are you okay?

- Steve : I just don't know how to live without Buck again

- Pepper : I meant Y/n and Nat. They've lost two more children

- Steve : Oh

- y/n : It's all three of them now. We've got three children to mourn

- Natasha : I'm going to do everything I can to get them back. We need our boys

I'm going to bed. I want to got to sleep and wake up from this cruel dream.

- Ivy : Mommy

- y/n : Hiya Ives

- Ivy : I miss PJ and Danny

- y/n : Me too baby, me too

- Ivy : Can I sleep with you?

- y/n : Come here. FRIDAY?

- FRIDAY : Playing Rain Sounds

- Ivy : Mommy

- y/n : Shh, sh. Mommy's got you. I love you so much sweet girl, it's okay

- Talya : I need a hug

- y/n : Let me just go get Cece and then we can all have a hug

Steve has already grabbed Maggie and taken her to sleep in the same room as him. I can't leave Cece on her own tonight. I can't let any of them sleep on their own. Partly for them but mainly for me.

- Charlie : Mama?

- y/n : No baby, it's Mommy. We're just having a big hug in my bed and I thought you would want to join

- Charlie : Yeah Mommy

- y/n : Keep your voice down, other people are sleeping

I don't know how Nat is going to fit in here but I know the girls need someone right now, me being that person.

- Ivy : Mommy's back

- Talya : I miss my Mommy and Daddy

- y/n : Me too Tals. Come here girls

- Charlie : Mommy

- y/n : I've got you all, I promise. I'm not going anywhere

I'm just as scared as they are. I don't want them to disappear in the middle of the night and I don't want to disappear.

- Natasha : Shhh, it's okay Cece. It's Mama

- Charlie : Mhmm

- y/n : Tasha?

- Natasha : Go back to sleep detka. I'm okay

- y/n : Come closer

- Natasha : I can't. Charlie is laying on me and Talya and Ivy are between us

- y/n : I'm scared but I need to be strong for the girls

- Natasha : It's okay detka. I can be strong for the both of us

I don't want the kids to see me getting upset, Ivy and Charlie saw me grieve Kaiya, they don't need to see that again but I can't help grieving my sons.

Authors Note
I'm sorry I disappeared
for a while. I was
struggling to write which
is why this is so short
and the next part will skip
to later in the blip. Have a drink
and a snack please x

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