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Lizzie PoV

I don't bother answering my sister and I walk pasted and head into the kitchen where my mom has put my roses in a varse so I grab them and carry them up stairs to my room, I know my sisters are behind me following me.

As I get into my room, I put my roses on my deck and smile at them as if so happy about tonight with y/n, as I turn away I notice both my sisters sitting on my bed.

"What" I say looking at them

"Y/n was your date" Ashley says again

"Yes and your point" I say as i walk to my wardrobe to get my pj out.

"Was you ever going tell us" mk says crossing her arms

"Why does it matter" I say looking at them as I'm holding my pj

"Let me get this straight, y/n, as in y/n y/l/n was your date?" Ashley says and I nod my head

"Fuck me she's gotta go hot, like she was like good looking in freshman and junior year, but during the summer she had a glow up to make her so damn hot" mk says looking at Ashley and me

"Have you slept with her" Ashley asks
"Yes have you slept with her" Mk says after

"No I haven't slept with her" I say pissed and getting annoyed at my sisters asking all the questions.

"Why not, like she one for all sex and you haven't slept with her" mk says and Ashley looks at me

"We just haven't done that" I say looking down

"Is she not attractive to you like that, like y/n on for a fuck in her car when she got the chance and you haven't done anything apart from a little make out, that a little bit odd" Ashley says and mk nods her head to agree

"It's just different, she different okay" I say getting pissed "just get out of my room" I say and they laugh

"You know we're telling the truth, like ask yourself why hasn't she fucked you" mk says

"No" I say not wanting to believe what my sisters are saying

"Lizzie just ask yourself, why she hasn't made a move on you to fuck you when she had the chance to" Ashley says as she gets up and grabs mk and both leave.

I shut my door and start to get ready for bed, but while I'm getting ready and gets into bed my mind runs wild with what mk and Ashley was saying.

Is y/n not sexually attracted to me?
Am I not pretty enough for her to fuck?

I start to feel shit about myself to the point I make myself cry, in bed while I'm hugging a pillow.

For a few hours I've been overthinking and convinced myself that y/n isn't attractive to me and I'm not pretty or good enough for her, and she probably only hanging out with me cause Mac is dating clay.

It's now 2am and I grab my phone and start to call someone..

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Y/n PoV

I was so fucking nervous on my first date, and it wasn't with just anyone it was with Elizabeth Olsen, the girl I've been head over heels for since freshman year.

I made sure she felt comfortable and safe with me on our date and I treated her like she deserves, honestly seeing her smile and laugh makes me so happy, just her makes me so happy and I've never felt like that before.

I couldn't stop smiling after dropping Lizzie home , and heading home myself, once I got in I notice my dad was asleep on the sofa so I turned the tv off and put a blanket over him so he doesn't get cold before heading upstairs to my room, I have a shower and out on some sweat shorts and a baggy top for bed.

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