The summer we got back together

Chapter 6

I seriously doubt that. I thought, then continue we kissing. Then it became hard and passionate. He then pick me up and took me towards the couch and landed on my spot on the couch.

We continue making out, His hands then moved to the hem of his shirt, he then stop to look into my eyes for permission, I nodded my head. He took his shirt off of me and started kissing down my body. I only have my bra and underwear on under Conrad shirt. He then looked up for my permission again....

We had sex right there on the couch. Are when he came to visit wearing his blue shirt, with white and red stripes on the sleeves. He made me provide his s-a to Stanford, I was studying on the couch when he came into the house my mom or Steven wasn't home and my mom gave him a key. We...we had sex in my room after I told that it looks good.

Once a few days after I started dating Jeremiah I knew that I had to finally had to  let him go and move on for both of our sake. I just didn't know that he still love me.

I first put his Rolling Stones t-shirt first.

And then the blue shirt.

And then his Brown sweatshirt (even through it fits me perfectly I knew he probably wanted it back)

And lastly the promised ring he got me for Valentine's Day.

Wrote down: I don't want to keep these anymore.

Write down his name and his apartment number (that I got from my mom) and sent it to the airport to him.

It hurt to do it, but I knew I had too for both of us. But I didn't and still don't know how that made Conrad feel.

Did it make him feel sad?

Heartbroken like it made her feel?

Or did it made it feel happy to be rid of me because of the comment he made during Susannah funeral.

But now I know it wasn't the last one because in one of his letters to me while I was in Spain it wrote down a five page paragraph  front and back on how he didn't mean it the way I think, but he did mean it that way Susannah was sick he started a relationship with me. And that his sorry for saying it, and that if he could take it all back he would.
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                      Conrad POV

I was both heartbroken and piss when Belly returned my two shirts, the old promise ring I gave her and her sweatshirt that I got her at Brown.

I knew why she had to do it, but I still was piss and heartbroken about it.

While we at the beach just me and her, it's going to different, I actually brought her a Stanford one while she was asleep, just her a new promise ring and got her a bracelet and a necklace for her birthday.

I'm going to do it right this time. I'm not going to lose her, it wasn't a option not for me or her and I'm going to show her I'm not ever going to let her go this time.

Because we be in love with each other longer then we been alive.