I had a bad habit i ache for things which are bad for me, which destroys me in the end, and as much as I know she's my fucking walking talking death, and yet still i wanted to indulge her in, eat her all and make her flow through my viens with every...
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•♪Kᴇʟʜᴀɴɪ - (ɢᴀɴɢsᴛᴀsʟᴏᴡᴇᴅᴅᴏᴡɴ)
My jaw tickles hard as my body and eyes burn while i take another shot of alcohol, drinking all of it in one sip, every part of me aching at his moment since I came back from her place, after just eyeing at her sleeping state for more then an hour, I had to take control over my inner demons and stop myself before I wake her up and take her to the another world the whole night with her open eyes
My teeth clench hard and i slightly curse with my both strong arms placed on top of the counter as i try to take control over my inner demons, my body stiffens every muscle tightening revealing veins with my sleeves rolled up, my gaze burning everything around me, the scar over my eye slightly itches because of the pressure I'm applying on myself, my grip on the countered tightened when my mouth parted as i breath out a heavy breath before my eyes slowly shifts to the small pair of shoes resting Infront of my eyes over the counter
What the hell is wrong with my fucking mind, as i couldn't be able to get through it when I just have her shoes placed infront of me while all I do is watch them, my eyes black pitch eyeing every inch of it as if they are the reminder of every perfect inch of her body and her Fucking skin, reminded me every single curve she had that must belong to no one but me as i keep aching
My burning gaze froze on those light pink heels of hers, the way those laces were tied on her soft falwless skin, kissing the spot i want my mouth to touch, i fucking ache to eat and taste every single inch of her skin not leaving anyone behind i would fucking bend on my knees if I have to just to taste the delicious desert as delicious as it seems
Eating her until I left her trembling messed under me, i couldn't help but ache with each second passes, my muscles tightening my eyes burning my body sweats and my hold on the counter keep tightening a sarcastic smirk appears on the corner of my lips as i breath out at the fact i fucking enjoy the way she makes me like this, no woman had me like this, this never happened before how easily she makes me obsessed with her and she didn't know, the fact that she barely knew how much she consumes me makes it even more harder for me to hold back.
Because with each second passes i wish to be near her and remind her every single breath she takes that with whome she fucking belong, what she do to me, let her know there's no escape now because she's mine, want to let her know that if any men layed there touch on her I will parcel his hand to her place, let her know that if she didn't let me touch her i would fucking die
I can bare with the fact of holding myself back to not touch her, eat her, feast on her, consume her, brand her, i can live with this because i don't want to Fucking hurt her, that too I know I'm going to loose all control over my desires very soon because if she thinks I'm some sort of fucking saint or something that I had special powers to hold myself back and not take which i desire the most, then she's so fucking wrong because I'm one step away from fucking her all six ways to hell, so high and take her exactly where she belongs
I can live with it bare with it if I meant to hold myself back, but if she ever stops me to not let me touch her, if she ever not want me, I will fucking die, or I will take what i want, but if I stay more then this without touching her I will, because i never forget or never be able to ignore how good she felt against my touch the moment i do, that too very small touch, for a very little moment of time and here I am, suffering as if someone had burnt me alive, suffering as i have thousands of bullets inside my body.
In my whole past life, I've taste death lots of time, but this is awful then that, i would rather found death easier then how brutally she's making me suffer, and it hurts, it hurts so fucking good, this little girl is going to be the only reason for my death and i Fucking see it coming
A curse leaves my mouth with a low growl, i breath out a heavy breath with my eyes on those shoes and i hear the footsteps from distance, i stay as it is for a moment before straightening myself and my one strong hand reaches for them, my jaw tickles every vien on my board neck poping out as my one hand hold the glass of alcohol while the other with the pair of shoes which don't belong to me at all, as i walk towards my office table, my eyes burn and my jaw clenches hard as i walk until i reach my table with those shoes hunging easily on my one finger
Until i walk towards the table and open the one drawer of it, i unbothered slipped them inside it, pushing it back closing it, and clenching through my teeths taking a seat on the leather chair the darkness covering my office while i take another sip, squinting my eyes because of the pain in my fucking head which is never empty because now someone had just fucking started living in there, i lean my back against the chair before i finally hear the door being open
"Bro i cannot believe it" i hear the familiar voices and laughs as they barge in through the door while i take another sip from my drink before i finally quick hear them asking as they chuckles probably they had too much fun since i just left while the second race was going on "hey taehyung do you know what happened" jacob chuckles while i slowly pulled back and my jaw moves as i slow shift my gaze front to see them all marching towards me, grabbing chair and dragging them close to mine as they all take seat while namjoon layed himself on the couch as well as jimin
"What?" I asked them my voice cold and dark with my body still aching as i breath out while i see the smile on there faces which never fades "here" i heard him, my eyes darkness and my jaw moves once i eye him slowly dipping his hand inside his pocket and taking out the key before throwing it on my direct and my hand make a hold on it.
The darkness flickers through my eyes before i slowly bring it down infront of my face and the keys falls down while my brows furrowed and i hear him speaking while i shift my gaze back at his direction "we got his car as dealed" he says chuckling a smile appears on the corner of my lips they did a great job while I'm not there though.
"I thought you all wouldn't be able to deal with it"
"Namjoon just scared the shit out of that man when he denied to not give the keys even though he clearly loose the race and he was talking too much also you just left so we are left with no choice" i shift my gaze to the side when i heard jimin blabbering
i breath out while my eyes squinted as i shift my gaze to namjoon and rais my one eyes brow while he shurgged "i got no choice he was getting into my nerves, he was denying the deal and i almost would've shoot him if they were not there" he says and a smirk appears on my lips before i throws the keys to his direction
"Then this belongs to you" he quickly catches it, and his brows furrowed as he eyes the key for a moment before shifting his gaze back to me, i brought the glass near my lips and take another sip, before he shrugged his head and look away smiling before another quick enters my ear "by the way why did you left ? what happened?"
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