I had a bad habit i ache for things which are bad for me, which destroys me in the end, and as much as I know she's my fucking walking talking death, and yet still i wanted to indulge her in, eat her all and make her flow through my viens with every...
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•♪Kᴇʟʜᴀɴɪ - (ɢᴀɴɢsᴛᴀsʟᴏᴡᴇᴅᴅᴏᴡɴ)
My eyes burn as i wear my coat, button my cuffs stearing at my reference in the mirror my gaze darkness as it never left the necklace I'm wearing because Christ, my jaw clenches as i smell it, the necklace had her smell lingering in it because it's been with her long enough to smell just like her, getting inside my head making it even harder for me as my teeths clenches and the heat of flame dances thorough my eyes as i button my cuffs and set my watch over my wrist.
With my coat open as well as the upper buttons of my shirt, revealing my broad chest and my color bone like always a little glimpse of my tattoo on the right side of my chest and there the necklace added on my daily chores, there's not a chance in hell I'm removing it, never had I ever wear or use things given by people yet her i am ready to keep it close to me as much as I can just to keep my fucked up mind in place to stay satisfied in a kind of way that she's with me
With her smell lingering in it, making my senses calm yet ache to have my face dipped deep inside the curve of her small long neck and smell all of it in once, my fucking drug something I'm addicted to so bad, not to leave behind her as whole is something I'm addicted to so bad, my obsession for her I feel it growing with each day passes with each and every second I feel it growing deeper darker and awfully, filled with sins and my mind wouldn't be able to help it once it slips through my control
My jaw moves as i slide my hands inside the pocket of my pants, as i stare at myself for a moment, not myself never had I ever been in my room this long but all that is making me lose my mind is the chains I'm wearing, it's just making me hard to not think of her or want her near me, and having it around me feel like a good trigger to my senses because of the smell it holds and the rose carved pendants it had.
My jaw tickles as i finally turn around making my way outside the door just to get back to my office, i barely stay home most of the time spent in my office because i barely sleep, most of my nights are spent alone in the dark with me staring at the view from my office i barely stay in my mansion, and every morning I just get up and get ready to leave again
I march towards my car with my gaze dark, a thin stand of Hair falling near my eyes over my forehead as i take a seat and start the engine, turning around the staring whell to my right while gaurds near the gate quickly bowed as my car passed by them
Taking the light up flame to the end of cigarettes i let it burn before i breath out the smog that quickly fills my mouth and closing the lid i slip the cool mental box back inside the pocket of my pant as I lean my back against the couch and brought my one leg up to rest on top of other, my eyes darknes as i suck my inner cheeks, letting the wonderful tantalizing hint of the lethargic, mind-numbing feeling enter my lungs and fill me up with its smell and flavour so that i wouldn't be able to focus on the little smell lingering on the locket she gifted me last night
