Admiring Her : The Heiress (Unedited.)

CHAPTER 31-Kiss.

Atasha's POV.

That bother me the whole day kaya't lutang na lutang ako habang kasama sila. Tasha asked me a lot of times if I am okay and I'm just nodding eventhough I know I am not okay.

"Hey...I am getting worried here. Are you sure? Do you want to go home?" Tasha asked, worriedly. I just shake my head para sabihing hindi n'ya need magalala at okay lang ako. She just nod at sumunod na lamang kaming dalawa kay na Toshi.

Nawaglit naman ang iniisip ko dahil baka kailangan lang talaga n'yang samahan si Taliya since she's her Fiancé, I will just ask her on her birthday dahil sa birthday n'ya lang kami maaaring magkita. Naalis sa isipan ko ang iniisip ko ng makita na namumula na ang mukha ni ate Yuri.

I saw ate Yuri glaring at them. Toshi look so happy and that other girl. Ngayon ko lang nakita na nagkaroon ng emosyon sa mukha ni Toshi, he's always angry or kaya naka-poker face lang. Today, he's very different. I just look at ate Yuri dahil kita kong nangingilid ang luha nito ngunit nawala rin sa kan'ya ang tingin ko ng bigla akong sikuhin ni Tasha.

I glare at her that made her laugh at may binulong sa'kin na ikinabigla ko.

"Hey, do you know that, that girl? She's Yuri's ex fiancé. But, before their wedding, may nangyari sa kanila ni Toshi. That's last year, kawawa si ate Yuri no? That's why me and Toshi is always fighting. It is because of that bitch. Ayaw naman n'yang pakasalan si Toshi kahit may nangyari sa kanila and you know kung ano ang mas malala? That girl got pregnant, but, the baby died inside her womb."

Tasha said na ikinalaki ng mata ko. So...that means...ansakit non sa part ni ate Yuri. I thought that ate Yuri doesn't have an ex. But, I guess, I am wrong.

I look at her and saw her looking at that girl ng may sakit sa mga mata. My perspective about Toshi changed. Why would he do that to his Cousin's Fiancé? I am busy looking at Yuri ng sikuhin na naman ako ni Tasha.

"Kagaya ng nangyari kay na Hwkdhdh"

Hindi ko na narinig masyado ang sinabi nito dahil nabaling sa iba ang atensyon ko. It's her and Taliya. They have bodyguards around them.

"What the fuck?!" Rinig kong sigaw ni Toshi habang nakatingin na rin kay na Hash.

I got shocked too dahil sa nakita ko. Someone asked them for a picture and Taliya is kissing her cheeks while Shevio is smiling widely.

Halos bumigay ang tuhod ko dahil sa nakita ko. I saw that she look at our direction and she's shock when she saw me looking at them. Susubukan n'ya sana akong lapitan pero naunahan s'yang hawakan ni Taliya sa braso. I saw Taliya looked at me as if she despise me and the next thing I saw...she..she kissed my Shevio while looking at me and smirk.

What hurts the most is she kissed back. I can hear them na nagtitilian habang si Ate Yuri naman ay tiningnan ako at hindi ko namalayang tumutulo na pala ang luha galing sa'king mga mata. Bago pa man ako matumba sa kinatatayuan ko ay bigla ako nitong hinila papalayo. Alam kong nakasunod sa'min si na Tasha and Toshi dahil sa bilis ng mga pangyayari.

I can feel my heart beating so fast as if it'll explode. Mas lalo akong nasasaktan ngayon. I saw ate Yuri's eyes with full of hatred on it. Galit s'ya, mas galit pa ata s'ya kesa sa akin.

Ng makarating kami sa labas ay may iilang tumingin kay ate Yuri at nanghihingi ng picture but she just glared at them.

"Tabi!" Galit na saad ni Tasha at hinawakan na ang kaliwang braso ko because I can feel that my knees turned into jelly.

When we got into her car ay padabog n'yang sinara ang pintuan ng kotse n'ya at sunod sunod ang mura. Kita ko rin ang galit sa mata ni Tasha dahil sa nangyari. I can feel their aura getting heavier, lalo na ng makapasok kami sa kotse.

"Fuck! Fuck that Shevio Hash! I can't believe that I have a cousin like her!" Galaiting sigaw ni Yuri habang hinahampas hampas ang manibela.

"S-She knew what happened to me! She knew that I hate cheaters and yet, she chose to do that! Fuck!" Naiiritang sigaw ni ate Yuri.

"Yurika, open this goddamn door!" Rinig ko ang mual na sigaw ni Shevio kaya napaiyak ako lalo. She's now outside habang pinupukpok ang bintana ng kotse ni Yuri.

Yuri look at Tasha at nagpalit sila ng upuan dito sa loob. I don't know what they're going to do ng biglang itapon ni ate Yuri ang susi kay Tasha.

"Go home. I will talk to her, go now." She said na ikinatango tango ni Tasha habang ako'y hindi pa rin makabawi sa nangyari. My tears started flowing once again ng lumabas si Yurika sa kotse at hinila si Shevio na ngayon ay nakatingin pa rin sa loob ng kotse as if she's waiting for me to come out.

Pero, pinaandar na ni Tasha ang kotse habang mahigpit ang hawak sa manibela. I saw Shevio trying her best para alisin ang hawak sa kan'ya ngunit hindi s'ya makapalag kay Yuri dahil kitang kita ko na galit na galit ito.

"We will go to my house. Delikado kapag sa unit mo, makakapasok lamang si Shio. Baka mamaya, bumigay ka na naman." Pautal utal na saad nito dahil sa pagtatagalog n'ya.

"N-N-"

"No! For pete sake, Atasha, open your eyes! Can't you see that she doesn't love you?! Can't you see how she respond to that kiss, I don't know what reason she said to you but please open your goddamn eyes! If she really loves you, ipaglalaban ka n'ya kay lol-"

"Stop! Please, stop!! P-Please..." Pagputol ko sa sigaw nito habang nagmamaneho s'ya.

Kita ko naman ang pagkalma nito at itinabi ang kotse. Tears started dropping again. Magpapakatanga pa ba ako? Ayon ba ang hindi mahal? She kissed her back, S-She fucking kissed her back!

Niyakap ako ni Tasha at pin-at ang ulo ko.

"P-Please...j-just let me l-love her until I-I got tired..I promise, I'll move on if hindi ko na kaya pa. Hayaan n'yo muna akong magpakatanga! Please.." Pahina nang pahina na saad ko at tinakpan ang buong mukha ko.

"O-Okay. I'm sorry, I-I just got upset. I'm sorry, Ihahatid na kita sa condo mo." She said at pinahid ang luha sa mata ko.

I saw in her eyes that she's hurt seeing me like this, but, I can't...I just can't unlove her that fast.

I want to trust her, I want her to explain first before ako mag-react. I trust her, I trust her a lot. Baka mamaya mali lang 'yung nakita ko. Baka she didn't kissed back. I want to know her side again.

Kinalma ko ang sarili ko kahit na masakit pa rin ang dibdib ko. I just waited until makadating kami sa condo. Pagkarating na pagkarating namin sa condo ay hindi na ako nagpasama pa papunta sa condo ko at mag isang pumasok sa elevator.

Ng magsarado 'yon ay halos nanlambot ang tuhod ko dahil sa nangyari. Napaupo na lamang ako habang pinapahid ang luha ko pero hindi pa rin 'to maubos ubos.

*ring *ring.

Dali dali kong kinuha ang cellphone ko, hoping that she's the one who's calling me, pero, hindi siya ang bumungad sa'kin kundi ang number ni Wendy.

I picked it up at inilagay sa tenga ko 'yon.

"Hey, I heard about what happened to Ms.Adriande and Hashton. Kalat na kalat na ang balita about the kiss. Gusto mo bang puntahan kita sa condo mo?"

"Mhm.."

"I will go there. I know you need someone, just wait me there. I will go now."

"O-Ok..."

"I will tell you something too. I know you need someone to comfort you."

Hindi na ako nagrespond at pinatay na ang tawag. Hinawakan ko na lamang ang aking mukha at ipinikit ang mata ko.

Sevi ko...I want to trust you..but...but why are you doing this to me? I-I want to hear your reason again, I don't want to hate you...

...because my heart kept on beating for you..even though it hurts.

Masakit kang mahalin, pero, kakayanin. Mahal kita, at ikaw lang ang paniniwalaan ko.