''jis tarah se ye hathkadi kaid karti hai na usi tarah se kaidi ho gyi hai aap hamare dil ke karagaar mein '' (the way these handcuffs prison same way i will prison you in my heart)
sultan aashiq mohammad khan.
'' humein kaid hone se darr nhi lagta...
When i said that i will try to forgive him then its true . But it seems so much difficult living here alone completely in a different surrounding ,from my birth my parents never left me alone for this long but now they have left me alone for the whole life . How will i be happy when my own father cursed me that i am dead for him now . But he also once advised me himself that.
''Naira bachhe zindagi ko is pani ki samna humesha aage badte rehna , har ek situation mein khud ko dhaal lena or chahe jitne pathar kyun na aaye rashte mein apna rashta khud banana samajhi gudiya ''
( dear life is just like water . Always keep moving forward , mold yourself according to situation , and no matter how many hurdles or stones came in your way always make your new way ) some tears escaped from my eyes that how easily my dad taught me such an important lesson of life.
A knock on the door broke out my trance , soon some maid entered the room .
''Salaam begum sahiba sultan ne aapke liye ye dress bheji hai or kaha hai aapko jaldi tyaar hone ko ''
( sultan has send some dresses for you and asked you to get yourself dressed soon) oh shit i forgot today aashiq asked me that we have to attend one of his important clients party , the party is organised to celebrate the deal between aashiq and him , i glanced at the clock it 6 pm now and the party is at 9pm so i need to do it fast .
I took the dress and noticed its a emerald green Saree my favourite color , i am in love with this saree so beautiful , i am gonna adorn myself so beautifully today , i decided to move on , i will ask aashiq 's help to convince my parents forgive us . yes i trust aashiq now , although at first i know he forced everything , scared me but now when i see him he looks completely different so soft by nature , always caring , he never made me feel uncomfortable that's the thing which i used to wish in my husband .
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Its looking so beautiful on me . i kept my long wavy hairs open and put a diamond necklace which is given along with it finally i did a little makeup , this eyeliner always irritates me . i glanced at myself in the mirror i felt that it is a little exposing especially my waist area its not that i havent wore any western exposing clothes but now i am married . i was applying the sindoor when someone entered inside the room . i turned to see who is it ? And there stood sultan aashiq mohammad khan .
''Hush kitna bada naam hai , mera dekho naira mittal suru hone se pehle hi khatam ho jata hai so comfortable to speak''
( what a long name he is having and look at my name so short , it ends before it starts ) i mumbled my thoughts but when my eyes met with him i noticed that he is staring at me intensely what i am looking that bad .
He started to move towards me and stood just two steps away from me . but the word that he spoke make my cheeks get red without any blusher .
'' khoobsurat '' (Beautiful) he whispered near my ear.but i am feeling very shy under his gaze . '' aashiq '' i spoke but he started caressing my cheeks and just hummed at my call.