self doubt

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~dr. flug's pov~

I was done with the invention black hat wanted but since it was 12:00 at night black hat, 505, and dementia were asleep. My insomnia was keeping me up. 'your ugly, you don't deserve him, you are not worthy, you are useless' voices in my head say as tears well up in my eyes and collecting in my goggles. I ended up staying up all night with the horrible voices repeating things like 'you do not deserve to even work for him' and such. "FLUG!" I hear black hat yell as he kicked open the lsb door but immediately calmed down once he saw that my paper bag was damp and I wasn't nevous but sad. "flug. . .?" black hat calls out as he walks closer to me with a concerned expression and reaching a hand out putting it on my shoulder which made me flinch. "flug what's wrong?" black hat asks turning me around to face him [flug has a spinny chair] "I-i'm fine sir d-don't worry.." I say in a sad tone trying to fake a smile even if he can't see it. Black hat then neils down to my hieght and hugs me tightly "I can tell your not okay so stop lieing and what is wrong" he asks again. "I- well- it's just my mind was d-doing something c-called 'self-bulling' I-I belive" I chock out.

~black hat's pov~

I felt a pain in my chest but icnored it and just said "what were those 'voices' supposably saying exactly?" "t-that I'm ueless a-and not w-worthy of working f-for you and t-that I am a d-dis-discrase who s-should j-j-just k-k-k-kill m-my s-s-self" flug say chocking on the tears he was holding back. "flug look I love you and you are worthy of working here those voices are very incorrect." I say in a calming but yet still ever so slightly serious tone. After we stopped hugging and flug calmed down I alowed him a break on one condition; I could keep a eye on him which he agreed too.


A/N: hope ya enjoyed! and be sure to also check out ask/dare villainous + my fan oc because there if you have any questons for catnip, flug, dementia, 505, or black hat they will answer them!

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