HIM: MR LION REDELLO

44. MY SONS

MPUMI

He places Amani down and faces me.

Me: (folds arms) what are you doing…
Lion: I was here to see the boys.
Me: mhh ? There is the right way to see them and there is…
Lion: Mpumi, at least I came to see them.
Me: oh really… you don’t just sneak into…
Lion: I didn’t sneak into house, I asked your mom.
Me: oh so you and my mom are working together behind my back…
Lion: No… its not like that…
Me: (raises voice) then what is it…

Armani start moving.

Lion: shh..
Me: no fuck man… actually, let me go to my mom. I need answers.

I walk towards the door and he pulls me. I slap him and he pins me to the wall.

Me: (breathes heavily) (looks away)
Lion: I just wanna see my sons. That’s all.
Me: (looks away)
Lion: look at me when I’m talking to you.

I couldn’t look at him. The fear, the love, the sexual tension and the anger I had for him and how he lay his hands on me.

Lion: I know you are scared, but please look at me… at least.
Me: (crying)

I hit him as he holds me. He hugs me and I cry in his arms.

Me: (cries) how could… how could you… after everything…
Lion: I’m sorry (cries) I’m so sorry…

He holds me as I cry. I can’t believe him. It still haunts me, even though I love him, he scarred me. I get up and go to the bathroom. I look myself in the mirror and he appears. I look down and he stands behind me… I look down

Lion: I’m undergoing therapy. I am getting help. Quinton’s Mother in law is helping me out. I am doing everything in my power to change. (Wipes tears) everything… for my sons, for you, my wife. You mean the world to me. Our separation has caused me to do drugs, drink extreme amounts of alcohol and harm myself.
Me: (looks up)
Lion. Please turn around.

I turn around and he has his shirt off. He had multiple scars on his upper body.

Lion: (looks down) everything you see here, are bruises I got from my Aunt.
Me: I saw the scars but I wanted you to tell me about them…
Lion: She raped me, and my brothers Quinton and Andrè. I’ve been living with the pain of being raped by a woman my parents and all my siblings, including me trusted. (looks down)
Me: why didn’t you tell me this before…
Lion: (voice breaks) that I got raped at a young age. How ? I was also making sense of it all. It never made sense. It still doesn’t…

There is silence as he cries.

Me: (breathes in and out)
Lion: (cries) I’m sorry…

He attempts to leave and I go to him and hug him.

Lion: I didn’t mean it. Lord knows I am sorry. I’ll do…

I pull his chin and kiss him.

Lion: (breaks kiss) no…
Me: yes…

He looks at me and he carries me and kisses me. We go to the other room and he places me on the bed. He helps me take off my nightie and also undresses…

Armani: (moves around)

I close lions mouth and I wait for Baby Leo to calm down.

Lion: (chuckles)
Me: (chuckles)

He positions himself and enters me.

Me: (Whispers) (Moans) ahhh fuck…
Lion: ah…

His iris lights up blood red.

Lion: baby… shit…

He pounds faster and faster. Yho fuck I forgot how good he fucks me.

Me: shit shit shit…

We lock hands as he pounds even more. The headboard was pounding onto the wall. He was eating me so good. He lifts up my legs eats me.

Me: Ah daddy… (looks up) mhh…

He eats me even more and covers my mouth.

30 MINUTES LATER

Me: baby... I’m cuming…
Lion: (groans) ahh… fuck Baby…

I scratch his back as I cum. He continues eating me. I felt so tired. Gosh I felt his dick in my stomach. He cums inside me and smashes his lips onto mine. My legs were shaking.

Me: (breathes heavily) fuck Daddy… my legs.
Lion: (smiles) I said no…

He had such a beautiful smile. I kiss him.

Lion: sleep baby…

I lay my head on his chest. He holds my left hand.

Lion: The ring is still not off.
Me: you made it bruise me every time I try and take it off.
Lion: you are mine. 
Me: I am yours…

He hugs me.

Lion: forever.
Me: mhh… forever