I WEIRD YOU ❤️

HE WILL MISS YOU

I WAS GOING TO POST IT ON TUESDAY BUT I GOT A GOOD RESPONSE WHICH I WAS NOT EXPECTING AT ALL. SO, HERE IS THE CHAPTER.

ILAHI's P.O.V

FLASHBACK

10 JANUARY 20xx,

I am being too reckless. My mind is overthinking non-stop. It's 2:00 in the morning and I am not able to sleep. I cried for hours and hours, my eyes are too sore to even open but I can't sleep, my mind is not letting me sleep. (I think I should talk to SMRITI) but soon that thought died as I remember she is asleep because she has to wake up early for her part time job. (I think I should text Nitin but what he will say? Will he be upset that I text him because I need his help? No! No! No! Stop these negative thoughts ILAHI text him, he is your friend he will understand) after debating for half an hour, I text him.

"Can you help me with something?" as soon as I have texted him, I deleted it, not wanting to disturb him at this hour but I guess fate have something in store for me.

He replied "what's wrong? Why you deleted the text? Are you okay?"

I got up and move to the sofa as mummy is sleeping and I dont want to disturb her.

"I am sorry to disturb you at this hour but I was feeling very low my mind is not letting me sleep I want to talk to someone. Can we please for 2 min?" I replied still sobbing.

"You don't need to plead to me okay. Now tell me what's wrong?" he instantly replied

"Idk Nitin its been almost two months I lost him but still I can't digest this fact that he is no more. I feel like a useless shit. I couldn't save him for Gods sake. I am too useless; I wish it is me in place of him. And now when he is gone idk what I am doing with my life. I can't find a job. I am not able to help mummy in her healing. And above all of this chaos I am still thinking about that man, about his eyes. How mean and careless I can get? I am a worst daughter." by now tears are freely flowing from my eyes.

"Okay" he said I am a bit confused at first then saw those three dots again "You told me your problem and now your heart must feel light just go to sleep we will talk tomorrow"

"What?" "Yes, you read it right now go to sleep"

I was a bit confused but my heart felt a little light so I try to sleep and soon pass out.

***

I wake up late because i am still too tired from last night. After having my bed tea, I freshen up and take shower, nothing new just my daily routine since childhood. By the time my morning ritual finished its lunch time. After having my lunch, I check my phone and noticed a text from Nitin "be ready at 6: 00p.m I am coming to meet you at your place" I was a bit surprised seeing his enthusiasm.

"You don't need to bother; I am fine now. I promise!" I replied half-heartedly.

The truth is it will be best to meet someone right now. He saw the message but didnt reply. I think he will not come now. I am still tired I think I should lay down for a while. It's not like I have anything to do.

My nap is disturbed by the ringtone of my phone without opening my eyes I picked it and said "hello!" in a sleepy voice