forevermore [poetry]

Where did you go

Where did you go
It's like you disappeared
I know that you say you're still present
And I know you're here

But it feels lacking
Like you're not there when
You're adamant you are

I know you're trying to distance yourself
Keep others at arms length
But I miss the interactions
But now everything feels fake

You're here but you aren't
You care but you don't
Where did you go
I miss you
I hate this
I miss you

Gods I feel so lost. I miss my friend when they are literally here to talk all the time...he just changed...