forevermore [poetry]

Insomnia

Another sleepless night
It made me toss and turn
It seems like everytime I close my eyes,
The sun comes up to learn.

Another sleepy morning,
Everyday's the same,
I wonder if it's worth earning
My grades that never stay.

I always tend to ask myself,
Why are you alive?
If the good in me weren't there,
I surely would have died.

I have no desire to live,
I'm tired all the time,
I wonder if it's worth to give
Happiness that isn't mine.

Please be patient with me,
Please be kind,
You'll never know what you'll see,
If you delve inside.

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I wrote this at 1 in the morning. I was so restless. I hope you relate-