forevermore [poetry]

I think I love you also FUCK YOU

I hate that you make me nervous,
I hate that my heart skips,
I hate how you make me feel,
Like my stomachs doing flips.

I hate how I start to tremble,
I hate how my palms sweat,
I hate that you make me laugh,
I hate how I try to forget.

I hate how you give me butterflies,
I hate that I've never felt this way,
I hate when you make my face turn red,
I hate that I don't know what to say.

I hate you're stupid smile,
I hate your pretty soft hands,
I hate your little giggles,
I hate that we never make plans.

I hate when I can't talk to you,
I hate when you don't call,
I hate that I miss you,
I hate that it makes me feel small.

I hate that I'm obsessed,
I hate that I don't know you well,
I hate how I can't say i love you..
Like I'm under some kind of spell.

I hate how I fall easily,
I hate that it is you,
I hate that it probably won't work out,
I hate how I'm a fool.

UGHHHH I HATE THAT YOU HAVE ME IN A CHOKEHOLD
AND I HATE THAT YOURE NOT AS SERIOUS ABOUT IT AS I AM
I HATE THAT I AM DOWN SO BAD
FUCKKKKJ

A/n: I'm dying