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getting somewhere

the next morning
i wake up ian's laying on my dick my back hurts my neck hurts everything hurts all because of this fucker i move his hair out of his face he's so pretty why do i put him through this shit with terry it's not fair he's so perfect he doesn't deserve this life or me i love him so much he wraps his arms around me svetlana walks in with her girlfriend and the baby she hands me her
|hold her now i'm putting her up for adoption|s
|why you bought all this baby shit|-m
|i don't love her|-s
|alright i guess what's her name|-m
|never named her|-s
she walks away why do i feel bad i put her on my chest don't get attached mickey mandy walks out
|take the baby now|-m
she rushes over and picks her up she immediately fell in love i can see it in her face
|any luck with ian|-mandy
|he was awake all night wouldnt let me move but he's asleep now|-m
|it's good you got him out here|-mandy
|why my whole body hurts there's not enough room for both of us|-m
|you got him close to you he wouldn't let you leave he needs you mickey|-mandy
she comes and sits down on the couch
|see he's got his arms around you he's keeping you as close as he can get to you|-mandy
|is that why he's on my dick|-m
i pull him up more she laughs
|your lucky he's a cute sleeper no one i know is a cute sleeper other than babies|-mandy
|he is- stop making me a fag|-m
|mickey let it up he needs you to be honest with yourself|-mandy
i sigh and look at him i slightly smile
|admit it mickey svetlana had no problem yesterday it's just us|-mandy
|mandy everyone fucking knows i love him ok lip knows you know svetlana debs carl fiona what am i admitting|-m
|your admitting your gay mickey|-mandy
|if i love him im gay he knows i love him|-m
|mickey your gay but look how you act you don't see that shit oh i'm ian's best friend that's what hurts him|-ma
|i love him i show him love why the fuck does it matter one person doesn't know|-mi
|your showing him you care more about what people think than you care about him|-ma
|he knows i don't give a fuck|-mi
|your so oblivious no he doesn't|-ma
|look at us i pulled him out of bed to get him to be with me no one ever does this for someone they don't care about|-mi
she gets up and walks into her room slamming the door ian wakes up he tries getting up i pull him down
|stay|-m
he still gets up
|ian please|-m
he walks into my room i feel like i'm gonna cry i grab my coat and walk out and straight to fiona's i get in debby and carl are eating breakfast
|where's lip|-m
|he's upstairs about to leave|-carl
i walk upstairs he's putting his shirt on
|you gotta help with ian man he won't get up|m
|why whats wrong|-l
|he's having an episode|-m
|look i gotta get to school call me tomorrow if he still isn't up i'll cut class|-l
he walks out i sit on ian's bed what the fuck do i do i walk back to my house ian's still in bed i get into bed with him i roll him over he looks at me fuck he's so drained
|how about we get that pretty face of yours cleaned up go for a walk maybe hit the alibi visit kev see how the babies are|-m
he nods i smile
|i'll get the shower ready|-m
i get up grab a towel and turn the shower on i walk back into my room ian's sitting up i pull him up and hug him
|i'll make some food for you|-m
|where's the baby|-i
|you wanna see her|-m
he nods i get her from mandy and hand her to him he smiles
|whats her name|-i
|she doesn't have one svetlana wants to put her up for adoption|-m
|oh well she has your eyes|-i
i smile and take her back he gets in the shower while i cook breakfast im getting somewhere with him and if i can do it he doesn't have to go anywhere