Young Royals season 2

Valentines day

I stopped doing my fucking homework for this so better to read it to the end 😠❤️
do your homework kids, but read this first wont ya?;)

AND SO SORRY THIS COMES OUT SO LATE UUGH!
(I probably should've write this yesterday for today but I didn't have timee)

I have like zero motivation to write this, but I promised to write cute fluffy fluff for valentines so here you go <3

-2989 words- (longest chap I've ever write whooo let's goo!!)
Take something to drink and eat and enjoy!

TW: panic attack

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Wilhelm's pov:

This was the day I was supposed to have this interview, but because Simon told Marcus was bluffing all along.. so now I'm not..

I'm really freaking out actually.. Simon is just chilling and not even thinking about it, but all I could think about is losing Simon. What the hell am I gonna do if Marcus is being for real and Simon will actually die..

I cannot survive a day knowing he's dead.. I could not.

I'm so scared.

Gosh and now when I think about it again I'm gonna have panic attack again.. I've been having a lot panic and anxiety attacks lately. But Simon doesn't know. I don't want to worry him..

I rush to the bathroom to calm myself down.

Only so Simon wouldn't know.

"Wille? You okay?" He asks concerned.

This has only happened when I'm alone with my thoughts.. Usually when I'm with Simon, we just cuddle or do something fun, but this time my negative thought just started going all around my mind.

"Y-yeah I- I'm fine!" I stutter while trying to catch my breath.

"You don't sound okay? Are you feeling all right?" I hear him walking to the door.

"Y-yes.. Just.. just a bit dizzy! I thought I would t-throw up!" I stutter for an excuse.

"Wille I don't buy that for a second. I know you, I know when you lie!" He says worried.

"I'm fine Simon, please just leave me alone.." I mumble.

Do not leave me alone. Please.

"Wille..Come on.. Let me in." He murmurs.

"No I- I'll be there in a second, don't worry about me!" I say to him to leave, but knowing Simon, he won't move an inch. And I'm glad.

"No way. Let me in Wille or I'm going to slam the door down!" He says seriously.

It's getting harder to breath so I step up and lean on the sink with my hands not saying a word. Just trying to catch my breath.

Breathe Wilhelm, breathe.

I start to get dizzy for not getting enough air and I start to rub my chest with my hand like I always do.

"Wilhelm?! You there?" Simon yells worriedly from the other side of the door.

"Y-yes.." I mumble as my vision starts to get blurry and my eyes start to get teary.

"Open then door, Wilhelm." Simon says once again.

I walk slowly to the door and just lean my head on it.

"Wille?! Are you having a panic attack?!" He yells trough the door concerned and quickly knocks on it.

"Mhm.." I mumble quietly with a shaky breathe.