I almost said i love you

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"I missed you" I admit pathetically. "I really mi-" he mouths his sucking on mine diving his tongue against my own. His fingers dig into my hips. He pulls away "shut up" he says against my cheek sloppily. I nod mindlessly he's creating this bad toxic 'your worthless mindset.' he kisses down my chin biting on my skin. Like I'm cake. I've only had cake a couple times. Oh boy is it good.

His teeth yanks my lips and neck as he abuses my skin til I'm whimpering his fingers collapse around my wrist. Bruising his fingerprints in my skin.

I exhale "Colten your gonna leave bite marks"' I utter halfway out of it pleasure drunk on him. Already his fingers move to my neck indents in my skin.

I squirm under him getting my hand loose I push him down under me

"Let's try gently." I mumble softly as he has this smirk on his full pink plump lips. I dip my finger between lips.

He lets me take control. I sink my fingers deeper in his warm hot mouth. I press my forehead against his cheek kissing gently, sucking on all his little beauty marks and kissing his eye.

"Keep sucking." I utter "The new thing we're gonna try.." I whisper softly "fucking without hate or anger." I promise him in his ear. It doesn't need to be love. I know that isn't what he wants.

I pull his shirt up and his tattoos. I look at them blowing out a breath.

he's naked I'm naked we're naked.

"I wanna go slow" I say, taking my fingers out his mouth, his lips slightly pinker than usual swollen a bit.

I kiss his lips gently, a small suck on his bottom and top lip.

I hover above him to lower myself on him. I take in the top at my own paste. Impaling myself deeper and deeper on his massive cock. Reintroducing myself to his dive he groans, grabbing my waist, his fingers touching as they circle my entire waist.

I roll my body into his slowly riding him as he gets deeper and deeper inside me. I press my forehead against his, my mouth hangs open as I sweat against his chin. I pull one of his hands off my waist using my other to rock my body into his for balance and stamina. I moan into his mouth drooling as my tongue hangs open "fuck Katerina."He tries to quicken up bouncing me up and down his eyes watch my breast move his lips part as I hold his hand.

"No slow" I say in a desperate whimper "we can fuck your way after." I promise to just be gentle right now. He comprises grabbing my throat and choking me but still slowly passionately breathing into my mouth and fucking me with a gentle rock of my hips his cock is so fucking deep I think I can feel it in my lower belly.

I don't think I'm supposed to but our sizes are very much a factor on why I can.

He pumps inside me. I moan but his hand chokes the noise from coming out. I need to be rough with something his eyes tell me. Cumming inside me I come from the look on his face, the feeling of him letting go inside me. I scream against his neck like a hopeless whore.

Like he did dozens of times before.

But it's nothing like before. It's different. It's last.

The pleasure is overloaded. I lose conciseness a bit but regain it when my breathings return to normal.

We both came.

I grin softly against his neck. He pounds away at my pussy when I give him a gentle nod. Harder than before fast and I take it moaning wildly loud noises as he fucks me into oblivion. It's sloppy as I fail to meet his thrust. It's messy when I try to kiss him and I miss. I end up sucking on his lip like a child. Biting and shaking "fuck yeah." he grunts he plows on me his cock ramming into me.

Like he's been touched and starved. He pinched my nipples till I shook cumming on his cock. I guess we both are. I roll my hips hard and uncontrollably rough against his body. Cursing and wearing his name out.

I'm pleased with everything he tries, stuffing a finger in me. But I plop against his body. He lays me down pulling my legs on his shoulder. My eyes bulged. My mouth falls open and a smile crawls over my face. missionary. I think. Face to face. Intimacy.

"I'm never gonna love you. You understand that right." He say it like a promise. Something he's absolutely certain of. I nod my head expecting nothing more. I feel my chest constrict. I nod my head again reminding myself what I am to him. My cheeks become hot. "I don't need you to." I reply, my voice becoming weaker. I shut my eyes as he pushed inside me, filling me up. I release a breath following a heavy moan. Deeper than me riding him.

He thrust inside me, my body bouncing upwards with each hard pump. I feel his grip on my arm roughen. He presses feverish kisses to my hairline. I hum softly, digging my other hand into his shoulder. I'm pounded into the sheets slapping, being smothered by my high pitch pornstar noises. My legs wrapped around his shoulders.

He's gonna leave marks all over me. His grip pushing my hip bone deeper in the bed I groan as he goes faster spreading my legs apart I feel him swelling inside me.

I soak his lips in my own nibbling on his bottom lip. I suck on his chin, his teeth jab in my bottom lip. I whimper "focus on me." He says as I lose myself in the pleasure I open my eyes as my body jerks upwards from his rough fucking. His hand slides over my face i his fingers dip in my mouth he smirks he pumps in again but slower "your so fucking fuckable." he tilts my chin upwards showing my reflection see how beautiful you are the mirror above me I see the scratches I left on his back. "I wanna try something." I whisper "again" I add.

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