Essence Rogers
17 years old
Houston tx
Location || HomeI sat in my bed crying like I have been doing since the abortion . Jahlil been trying to be here for me , but lately all he has been doing was working at the trap .
It's like he had no time for me , and I was hurting a lot . I just lost a part of me my first child because my parents wouldn't approve.
My parents where deep in the church so deep that my father was the pastor . I mean how would it look if the First Lady and the pastor had a child who was pregnant.
"Essence " my mom said coming seeing me cry . "Baby what's wrong " she said getting in bed with me . "I'm just not feeling to good ma " I lied . She would tell my dad .
"Essence you know you can talk to me " she said before my dad yelled her name and she left but I can talk to her . Yeah right .
My phone dinged .
My Jo 🤍
Wanna get food or sumI wiped my face getting dressed I was tired of crying . I had to move on from this baby , and all though he or she was gone I would never forget a about them . I was just ready to be happy again .
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"Shot o'clock bitchhhhhh" Kuhnari yelled out as I took a shot and she recorded me . Since she ain't been in her feelings about Dee she been turnt as fuck .
We was going to this girl named Maddison party and I was excited . I told my parents I was going to Nari house and they was fine with it . Nari and I have been around eachother since youngins .
We pulled up to the party of course it was packed . Nari smacked her lips this girl don't like people . I ain't even like people , but I need to get everything off my mind .
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General Fiction"But now you show me not to love bitches , now you showed me not to trust bitches "