One fell first, the other harder

Tangled in thoughts

Our mind can trap us in our unven perspective

The author

Vegas POV

Today i woke up feeling much better because me and Pete are basically walking to a marriage life at this point, however that are many things that don't let me sleep properly. 

Kim and I are going in a mission today together as i figured we are much more alike than what i thought. The only diffrence is that he has the freedom to let go of everything easily and i am traped here in my own mind, my house and what i call my family. These thoughts are so soffucating i wish i didn't have them many times. I feel overwhelmed many times and my nightmares have eased down thanks to Pete who i very much love and appreciate.

Many of my toughts are a punch in the stomach and i feel like throwing up many times, this is the most vulnerable side of me that i locked deep inside of me so no one can reach me. Pete gave me the hands i needed to help me out. I still hold onto those hands and i am scared that if i let them go one day, i might as well truly die. 

I meet up with Kim in our secret shelter and we start discussing which step to take ahead.

-I have been thinking and the missing piece is the police. In a brutal accident like that there must have been some type of investigation so we need to find whoever they paid to keep their mouths shut. That might be our last chance- Kim says bitting his lower lip.

-I already have the files for that police officer but i didn't gave it much because the files say he suffers with Alzheimer so he might not be of much help- i say helplessly desperate.

-That might be a fake document, they have been faking everything. We should just meet him ahead and not care about what he has to say. Besides Porsche is trying to find something in his uncle old belongings- Kim responds.

Sly as a fox, i like him.

I grab the documents of a man named Kanaphan and i start unfolding the pages. 

-He is hunged in a psychiatrist hospital in bangkok. Here says that besides Alzheimer he developed an obcessive compulsive disorder and suffer with allucinations, quite a man- i say smirking impressed. 

-His acting skills are worth an oscar. This is probably all fabricated.

We see the location and decide to drive to the place written in small letters.

-I am driving- i say grabbing my car keys.

-Up to you- he says unbothered.

Me and Kim can become pretty good friends. We are like the same coin but with sided diffrently. 

The car ride is silent, to the point it becomes ackward. We are family or whatever but i do not intend to break the silence anyways because it doesn't match with my personality, and pretty much doesn't match with his either. Maybe we'll just be the cousins who sit besides each other and envelope themselves in ackwards silences- as all family silences are ackward anyways.

We arrive at the location and start heading towards the big luxurious white building. In the entrace a big sign "Bangkok Pyschiatrist Hospital" since 1966. 

We have people everywhere anyways and our contacts in the hospital let us in to see the patient easily. The question is why does our family has contacts here? Well the answer is getting obvious now, but as the future heir i have access to almost everything- unless what my dirty uncle and father hide from me, more like us counting with Kinn.

Passing the security we enter a luxurious room with a man in a wheelchair and grey hair. He seems to be living a good life.

He smiles and offer us a cup of tea. I cut him off.

-We are the Theerapanyakul family- i announce. 

Hearing the name, the man freezes and goes pale as if he has seen a ghost. 

-I never heard of that name, It's pretty long though- he says trying to come up with bullshit.

-Well it does seem that you remembered who we were when you signed a contract to pretend you were struggling with mental health disorders- i harshly say placing the files in the table agressively.

-I don't know which contract you are-

-You better tell us the truth or we are not leaving- he is lucky we are doing this without our bodyguards to not lift up suspicions or he would be ended by now- tell us- i scream again.

Kim stands still bored and walks into the man direction.

-What have my father told you to do?- He asks.

-Kinn? But weren't you older?- the man asks.

-I am not Kinn. Now answer the question- he says greeting him with a slight push.

The man starts pacing his wheelchair nervously.

-Look, i only followed what i was told and my daughter was dying with a cancer decisease and i had to pay her bills and your father was just right there offering me something that i needed. I ended up quitting the police and corrupting myself everyday but there was nothing i could do- the man starts crying looking at Kim.

-What did you do then- I ask from the back already annoyed.

-Khun Korn told me i had to cover up something he did. Apparently he killed a woman and a man and then faked a car accident. All i had to do was to confirm the story and sign a few papers. Khun Korn is really influential so i would be dead or corrupted by my own mistakes and i guess you know which option i chose.

-Did he mention something about my father?- i ask.

-Your father?- he asks frowning an eyebrow.

-His brother Kan- i say.

-I remember he did say something about his brother being in love with the woman of the accident and laughing of how pathetic that was. I think Khun Kan was also a witness of the shooting that killed those two people that day. That's all i know.

We left in a quick paced attitude.

-How the fuck am i supposed to tell chay my father, who turns to be his and his brother father in law just caused their parents death.

Kim seems to be thinking out loud and is quietly observing things trying to figure something out. All i know is that now we have the perfect oportunity to turn against the major family and break them apart. Porsche will surely side besides me and my father will literally do anything to do it. Without Porsche, Kinn becomes vulnerable and it's enough of my uncle's throne.

I smirk and walk to the car chewing my thoughts in pure hidden pleasure.

#End of chapter.

What do you guys think of this chapter? It took me forever to upload and i apologize for that but this week i am thankfully feeling much better mentally so i published this as a thanks for all your overall support.

Where do you guys think this is heading? I know this is crazy but i swear i will not harm my loves VegasPete. Tell me if you guys are enjoying it. I hope so. I am trying my best. I love you all BUBBLES.

BTW we lost Bible's poll in a rookie awards but for a really small diffrence. We need to work harder next time but Bibs will always be number 1 in our hearts. Don't forget that.

XOXO