One fell first, the other harder

Wrong time

Sometimes what we really want doesn't happen because it's not the right time or perhaps better things await us
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DOUBLE UPDATEEE BUBBLES😊🧚‍♀️

Vegas POV
I am feeling really guilty and my heart aches.
I am doing things behind Pete's back but that's because i have a bigger reason.
I need him and he needs me.
I am trying to understand my father's past and Porsche seeks answers about his parents. He needs to protect Porchay too so he cant just tell Kinn about what's going on.
And i can't either.
I and Porsche are a good team as partners in crime obviously- not anything else.
But Pete has been acting out of character too which makes me wonder if he is interested in me still.
I have been stressed over that specialy seeing him and that glasses bodyguard always having a good time together.
It's as if universe itself has conspired to show me Pete has someone better all along.
I know i am not good for Pete. I know i don't deserve anytning coming from such an angel but i love him. I never loved anyone more than him.
It truly hurts me that he seems happier with someone else.
Even if i am that shitty am i not enough for him?
Am i not doing enough? I don't know anymore. I even texted him yesterday- i mean i texted him instead of Porsche first but i deleted so he couldn't possibly see that.
Which means he is just avoiding him because he doesn't feel the same.
Maybe he tought he loved me because i am heir of the minor family. Maybe he was fascinated with my dark aura and my persona.
Maybe none of that was love and he realized it. That would explain why he has been avoiding me.
Why would he do that? I am not good enough- that's probably it- it has to be.
I am feeling so bad i feel like throwing punches everywhere. I don't know how to feel. I don't even know why i am doubting myself so much.
People would crawl for me but Pete is diffrent. He is not like everyone else- he is Pete.
I would gladly give him up to someone else if that person makes him happier but i would swallow in sad blood for the rest of my life.

(This type of soft jeaulousy instead of the typical agressive jeaulousy we see in Vegas was inspired by a request made by @iish09, thank you so much😊💞)

I am at home now sitting down and having a lot of this depressing thoughts.
It's like i cant even focus but i should.
I call Porsche to talk to him about my progress in the investigation to try to ease my mind.
-Look! I have been searching in my father secret room. He thinks i don't know about anything related to that room but i know.
Apprently you mother and my father were lovers in the past or at least she had a special place in his heart. He has a picture with her holding hands. My uncle is also involved. He is in the picuture standing still by my father.
Are you there Porsche?
*silence came from the other side*
-Porsche?
-I am thinking bastard wait.
-Its pretty obvious that they might be involved in my parents accident.
I never bought the whole idea of the car accident.
And how Khun Korn just accepted me as his bodyguard out of the blue? Have you ever tought of that?
-He always brings professional people to train and guard. Your whole stay in that house is odd.
Can you meet? There are things i can't tell you here.
-When?
-Meet me in 20 minutes in the french cafe near the major family.

I and Porsche come. I hand him some documents and he quickly leaves the cafe.
I follow him a bit after leaving and driving away quickly.

Pete POV
I came out to buy my southern food since Khun no always allows me to do so and Khun Kinn never opposes him.
The soutern food restaurant is right besides a french cafe.
When i go through i see Vegas and Porsche talking and Vegas handing something- a file it seems- to Porsche.
These two are definitly up something and Vegas doesn't even trust me enough to tell me what this is about.
In the end he will always choose Porsche. He will always believe Porsche is better trained than me though i have been here for a much longer time.
I am tired of feeling this miserable because of Vegas. I thought i was at peace once but i am not.
I don't even feel the kick to buy southern food but since i came here anyway i go in and buy a few boxes.
I wish i could erase all the pain in my heart like i do when i eat- my stomach doesn't ache anymore.
Heart matters are by far more difficult.

Porsche POV
I feel awful hiding this from Kinn but i have no other choice.
When it comes to his father he is just blind and i can't blame him.
He always follewed everything his father told him too and his father become the greates role model for him.
My hands are shaking and my legs weak as i open the files Vegas handed me.
It's silly cause everything has happened a long time ago but sometimes i believe they are still alive.
Sometimes my heart tells me i will find them one day but i know that's probably too hopeful.
Reality hits hard and i can't run away from that- even if that's what i want the most.
I and Vegas decided to align after Vegas found a file related to my parents in his father's office.
I couldn't deny the opportunity of knowing what happened to my parents and how the hell this god damn family is involved.
My loyalty goes only to Kinn because the others suck- all.
I open the document and see a DNA test.
I might be what? Khun Kan's son?

End of chapter BUBBLES!! Thank you so much for your support and for always leaving such nice comments in my fic. Also i want to thank everyone who gives me great ideas that i can later add in the chapters.
That makes me feel great, knowing that you engage and love my work so much makes me the happiest.
Many plot twists are yet to happen.
In my previous fic i focused more in VP and how Vegas left the minor family for him but didn't explore anything further related to Porsche's parents.
In this one i want to explore that and make my own altered version of the original story.
Many things are yet to happen so don't worry and if any suggestion you know: tell me all 💞😊
See you next time babess🥰