𝕿𝖜𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊 - {Yandere! Haikyuu x F! Reader}

33 ~ Death is hard for everyone

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The house seems a lot quieter now that 3 were gone. You don't want to face the fact they are, but 3 had now died, and you knew it sounded pathetic and perhaps self centred, but you couldn't help but think that it was because of you. That's why you're all in this house in the first place right? Because of you.

The next day everyone was almost back to normal, there was an overall haze in everyone's eyes, the deaths were all so sudden and close together after all and they're not complete monsters to feel no sort of sorrow and mourning, they were close though.

Suna was especially quiet.

You noticed that he was particularly emotional and angry on the day of Osamu's death, he seemed to have a close bond with Osamu, perhaps even a bit more you speculated at some times.

Osamu really brought out the hidden side in Suna and they got Along so well, you couldn't help but feel for him most after the loss.

You could see out the windows the freshly upturned earth from where the bodies had been buried. You somewhat thought they'd burn or dispose of the bodies in a more permanent way incase anybody came looking, you know, like disposing of the evidence. But no. Each of them had their own grave which you along with the remaining members had decorated with things of theirs and items that reminded you of them. This was perhaps why you didn't see them as the heartless monsters they initially appear to be. They do have feelings. They do have morals. They just can't handle their emotions particularly well.

Just at that moment you spotted Suna outside in the garden through the window. He seemed to have something in his hands.
He bent down next to the graves and placed a couple roses and a piece of his volleyball top on one. You watched as he then sat down, head in hands and started talking to the grave.
A tear dropped from your eye as you watched how Suna talked to where Osamu rested but after a few seconds you felt as if you were intruding, so left the window and went down stairs to make some hot chocolate as today was a particularly chilly day.

Around 15 minutes later you heard the door open and then shut again. You suspected it was Suna returning from the graves.
You were right.
He walked into the kitchen slowly "hey (y/n)"
But you didn't reply, you just walked up to him and gently wrapped your arms around his neck, standing on your tip toes. You felt him hug back and the force became stronger and stronger.

After a few minutes, the two of you let go.
"Thankyou (y/n), I needed that"

"You don't need to thank me suna" you replied

"Fancy some hot chocolate? It was quite cold outside"

"That sounds perfect"

You made Suna a mug and you both made your way to his room.

"Fancy playing some games?" He asked as he put down his hot chocolate on his chest of drawers and picked up a game console

"Do I ever!" You replied happily. He passed you a controller and you both sat down to play.

This was the beginning of a 9 hour competitive gaming session, ending with him leant back between your thighs as you beat him in one last game. You were glad you were able to distract him from his pain, But once you had been determined the clear winner you gave him a kiss on the head and got up to go to your room as it was already 11pm.

But as you were getting up, he grabbed your wrist.

"Please don't leave me"

You felt the pain in his voice once again