The Puppet Master

Desires and Pain

TW!! This chapter will be dealing with some mental health topics such as depression and dissociation [this is how we experience dissociation and many people have different experiences with it] and slight sexual stuff 

Radiers Pov

I waited till papa an Dada were asleep to get ready I put on my favorite outfit and packed some fruit snacks and drawing supplies. I washed my faced brushed my teeth and made myself look very handsome. I walked out of the bathroom and Pj stood up holding onto the bars of his crib and looked at me confused

"Ba ba Waddd????"

He seemed sad. I went over and patted his head

"It's ok Pj papa and dada love you so much ok I just need to go to make it easier for you all I love you"

And with that I was off on my adventure I started walking it was 2am on a cold winter night I felt the better cold nip at me as the snow crunched under my feet. I had been walking for hours I was deep in the forest that would not be my home and decided to set up camp.

After setting up I decided to lay down there was a static in my brain everything was blank I felt hopeless my thoughts couldn't think straight they kept fighting in my mind and my head hurt my vision started blurring I felt like I wasn't in control of my body my thoughts seemed to be speaking to me they were so clear and loud then suddenly I could clearly see myself in my head standing in the snow but it's like I wasn't there anymore but yet I was still shifting in my sleep? Was I asleep was this a dream? Because I felt awake.

I faintly heard the crunching of snow but I was barely aware of where I was the word was a muddled up blur. The crunching got closer I was confused I heard a scream I needed to go find out who that was to help them! I tried to get up but I saw blood dripping down my chest a knife stuck in it then I realized the person screaming was me

Killer Pov

"But boss I don't want to" I complained

"Once Radier is DEAD we can start our life together and forget that Glitch I used to love~"

"Boss I'm not killing a child YOUR child"

Suddenly I felt a wave of pleasure hit me as I see a tenticle messing with me blush darkened my face and as i looked up and Nightmsre he was smirking

"Kill him and I'll do more than tease you Kills~"

And in that blind state of lust I was off

Radiers Pov

I had woken up I looked up it was Killer he was wrapping me in bandages he looked guilty

"Mr.Killer?"

"Shhh save your breath kid your not doing to well shit Im so sorry damn it"

He kept cursing himself out as he bandaged me I saw Papa holding Pj and Dada running toward me they were asking Killer what happened I couldn't catch most of it

"Killer.....happened.....What?.... Nightmare??......bitch......move....radier...ok?.....DEAD???"

Darkness consumed me I felt myself go limp and get held but the arms of my parents I could smell flowers I heard tears my eyes opened I wasn't dead it was him?