The Limits of Forever

Chapter 6- Saturday

I've done my hair, my make up and if I say so myself, I look good in my outfit. I decided to go more casual than I normally would. I decided on a dungaree dress that showed my figure with a t-shirt underneath. To say the least I was excited. Mainly because, somehow I have convinced myself that Theo is the one for me and I really can't wait to see him again.

I check the time, I've got half an hour to get to the bowling alley. I grab my bag and unlock the door to leave. As I open the door I realize that someone is standing on the other side. I look up. I sigh. Sebastian. I raise my eyebrows. 'What the actual fuck are you doing here.' I ask.

'Well, I-'

'How did you even find me.' Now I'm pissed, what makes him think he can just turn up at my door. I don't even know him.

'You gave me your address, remember.'

I was so annoyed I forgot that he drove me home. 'First off, I gave you directions, I did not give you my address. Second, I have places to be, so get lost.' I say the second bit with a wave of my hand.

I am not prepared to deal with his problems today. He's given me enough grief with Lucia who is convinced I need time off to write my genius piece on Mr Sebastian Grey.

Genius Mr Sebastian Grey who is standing on my doorstep, looking very sorry for himself. It's only then that I realize how disheveled he looks. His hair is a mess, his blazers gone and the top button of his shirt is undone. His hands seem permanently shoved in his pockets.

'Mr Grey...' I say softly

He waves me off 'Alexis, call me Sebastian.'

I close my eyes. 'Fine, Sebastian. You need to go, I have places I need to be.'

He scoffs 'What, with Theodore?'

He says it like he's disgusted by him. Like Theo is something on the bottom of his shoe.

'What's wrong with Theo?'

'Alexis, come on, you could do so much better than him.'

'Oh my God. Stop assuming that you know me, that you've figured me out. You don't know what I can and can't do. You also don't know what's good for me.'

'Did you ever think that maybe I want to get to know you Alexis.'

'Did you ever think that maybe I don't want to know you.'

'Stop being so defensive.'

I click my phone on to check the time. I'm going to be late. 'Move Sebastian.'

'I'm not going anywhere.'

'You're going to make me late. Why do you even care anyway?'

He looks at me for a second like he's weighing up his next actions. It seems as though it takes him a split second to decide what to do next though because before I could blink his lips were on mine. His hands were on my waist for a minute, before exploring the rest of my body.

He pressed me up against my apartment door. This is what I want. This is the passion I crave. This is the passion I shouldn't have. His right hand is in my hair, his left sliding its way down lower and lower. I break away.

We're both breathing hard and we're inches apart. He puts his forehead against mine. 'I'm fucking obsessed with you Alexis,' He whispers 'You're all I think about lately, I can't get you out of my head.'

He's looking at me like he can't get enough of me. Even being this close to me isn't fulfilling his needs. His eyes are pleading with me to choose him. To pick him over Theo.