I don't know what to do with my life. I don't feel the charm of living anymore...
Should I also join other madmen in the pursuit of endless wealth?
Or run away to some mountain like a Sufi saint or sage in the search of redemption?
Or just end my life and finish this endless drama of breathing?
But I must at least document my emotions before I turn into dust. Else what is even the meaning of all those emotions, moments, my life?
Then I wonder, what's so special about my life that I should spend time writing it down?
Is it even worth scribbling? Will anyone even read it? I don't know!!!
I am not even a writer, for God's sake...
Then again, it may resonate with at least one soul reading it...
"Same frequency people" - as she believed.
Maybe I want to memorialize her in my words. And in the process, I'll get to live those days, those moments again, in my thoughts, at least.
So here I am... glued to my desk, in a dark room with just an electric lamp illuminating the pages of my diary. While I try to kill the hours of my life by burning my lungs with the smoke of cigarettes, I close my eyes and think about what went wrong.
Was it my fate, my foolishness, or just a prank by God?
Today, as I look back on my life's journey, all I can remember are those 4 years!
Years full of living moments and moments filled with music, dance, emotions, and lots of dreams.
& those eyes, the eyes that had a multitude of expressions in them.
The eyes that took their last breath while staring back at me... asking for answers (which I never had...) The only heart in the galaxy that loved me genuinely.
And that love caused her death...
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Diary: Whispers of the Heart
General FictionEmbark on an emotional journey with Aviral as he navigates the complexities of life, love, and friendship in this gripping diary-turned-story. Join and uncover the raw, relatable truths of youth and self-discovery. This story is a diary of a trouble...