Suit And Surrender

silent treatment and flowers flowers

Without replying I went to my NEW wardrobe and choose a black very very short, silk nightie, which hardly covered my ass and with deep cleavage.

I looked at Jayraj who followed me and now was standing beside me, from side eyes.

He inhaled sharply when he saw what I was wearing,
Well isn't black a weakness of every man?

After flipping my hair, I went to bed with my night creams and serums in my hand.
He followed me,
"You need to stop fighting with me in small things."

Jayraj spoke again after a minute or so,
But I kept doing my night time routine ignoring him or precisely continuing my acting of ignorance.

What? I fought!
He started it.

"Every time I want to gift you something, you fight. I thought of moving you in with me and you fought. You still are fighting with me."

No Aarna you are not going to reply.
Yes, silent treatment.

I didn't fight because of moving in,
I fought because you moved my things without asking me.

I replied in my mind.

"Say something Aarna."

I ignored him and slept on one side of the bed, near the edge. I felt him slipping beside me before his arms closed around me.

I pushed hard against his arms but TaDa.. no change, like always!

He put his head in the crook of my neck and kissed me there softly.
I shivered with need and obviously, he noticed that so he started kissing my neck.

I jerked again to get free and he tightened his hold.
I glared at him with wide eyes and he stopped kissing getting the clue.

"Let me go."
I whispered.

"Never."
He announced.

"I am sorry."
He spoke after five minutes of silence.

"I don't want your sorry..."

"Okay, I will do whatever you want me to do but don't ignore me."

"Stop behaving like a control freak and I will not ignore you. Stop ordering me around."

"I am a control freak and I can't change that. But I will try to order you less." He whispered against my neck.

No, he didn't say he will stop ordering!
I barely kept myself from rolling my eyes.

I felt his lips at my ear where he ordered gently, "Sleep."

It felt like I am banging my head on a concrete wall!

I slept with the thoughts of the reasons behind his control freak nature.

...

Jay's shaking body woke me up.

"Jayraj?" I called while getting up on my elbows.

His eyes were closed but tears were rolling down.

"Baby... Calm down, please."
I wrapped my fingers around his wrist, taking his hand in mine.

I pressed my other hand to his chest.

"I miss you." He murmured in his dream or nightmare or whatever it was.

I put my head over his chest once his breathing got back to normal.

'Who was he dreaming about? Maybe his mother? Or Father?

Or ex?'

No Aarna, don't go there.
He would not do that to you.

I tried to sleep without any traces of sleep in my eyes.