SEVENTEEN IMAGINES, REACTIONS, MTL, AND MORE (Discontinued)

[85] S.Coups Imagine: I Love You Too Much

synopsis: You and your group have to work on a Collab stage with SEVENTEEN again, which is the group your ex-boyfriend, Seungcheol is a part of. You both still love each other.

genre: angst, fluff, idol!au

characters: seungcheol x idol!reader (with mentions of other members)

word count: < 2.2k

requested by: anonymous

a/n: now I hate school... I want to write a lot but I don't have a lot of time on my hands anymore... Going in-person has really affected the time I have. I want to upload the super long dino fic but I will finish the epilogue first, and then upload all 4 parts + the epilogue together.

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You sat in the corner of the practice room, beside your group members, staring at the opposite side where your ex-boyfriend, Seungcheol sat.

It had been about half a year since you two broke up and though your days had continued to pass by, without him, you felt the emptiness in your heart, soul, and body. You weren't able to get over him and every few nights, you would miss him so much that you would have to torture yourself again by looking at your past videos and pictures with him that you couldn't bring the courage to delete.

You were just getting over him but now, that would be nearly impossible. Just being in the same room with him was making tears sting your eyes. How were you supposed to practice repeatedly for a month with him and proceed to perform a special stage with him?

As far as your professionalism could go, you knew that you wouldn't be able to do it. The love was still there, deep in your heart, and the lingering feelings were undeniable. You still loved him even after the breakup.

"It's okay," Your groupmate said. "I'm sure it'll be fine."

You shook your head and turned to her, holding back your tears. "How will it be fine?"

You brought your knees to your chest and buried your head to prevent yourself from crying out loud. "They hate me. It's not only Seungcheol who hates me, the members of SEVENTEEN do too. It's because I hurt him."

"But you're hurt too," your groupmate continued, patting your shoulder. "I know how much pain you have to deal with. I was there, on every night that you cried your eyes out missing him. Some days, you would even cry because something reminded you of him."

You couldn't cry now. You couldn't.

Seungcheol didn't even know how hurt you were.

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"What did you want to talk about?" Seungcheol asked, unaware of the words you were going to spit out of your mouth.

You couldn't be with Seungcheol anymore. Both of you were idols and of course, being idols and dating could be scandalous in the industry.

You were only a small group. Your company wasn't big and all you had to go off on was the talent your group held. You didn't even know that such a small, unknown group like yours could reach a place next to large groups like his.

He didn't even consider your status. He didn't even consider the fact that your group was small and just starting to grow. Seungcheol fell for you the second that he saw you perform. The song you performed with your group was written by you too.

He came up to you so shyly and asked for a talk that would lead to flirting, becoming friends, going on on dates, until eventually, you two began dating. You were falling in love with him as each day passed.