Scars of Past

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In last Chapter Bondita asked anirudh about mini.

Anirudh : mini ne mujhe dhoka nehi diya. woh bas mere pas lautke nehi ayi.

Bondita : matlab?

Anirudh : sabko lagta hain ki mini ne mujhe dhoka de diya. par sayad aisa nehi hain.

Bondita : fir sab kiyu kehte hain ki woh bohat buri hain?

Anirudh screamed : woh buri nehi hain samjhi?

Bondita : aapne kaha tha aap ghussa nehi karoge?

Anirudh : main ghussa nehi kar raha main bata raha hu.

Bondita : to shanti se bhi bata sakte hain chilla ne ki kiya zaruraat hain?

Anirudh : accha suno. woh buri nehi hain woh to

Shardi ki thandi hawa hain
meri dil ki dua hain.
sahil se takrati harbar leher hain
meri zindegi ki sanjh seher hain.
bas itna samjho meri jeevan ki
rango ka indradhanush hain
Meri mini.

Bondita : wah aap to sayar nikle. kiya kabita likhi hain.

Anirudh : sukriya.

Bondita : or bataiye uske bare main.

Anirudh : woh jo humre samnewala ghar hain na woh mini ka ghar tha. woh meri bachpaan ki dost hain. maake jane ke badh jab main rota tha tab woh aake mujhe samhalti thi. pata nehi yeh dosti kab piyaar main badal gayi. humdono hi ek dusre se piyaar karte thei.

Bondita : sabkuch itna accha tha fir aisa kiya hua jo sab bikhar gaya?

Anirudh : pata nehi. sayad kisi ki nazar lag gayi thi. humdono ek dusre ko bohat pasand karte thei. par baba or kaka ko woh pasand nehi thi kabhi bhi.

Bondita : fir?

Anirudh : jab main 22 saal ka tha. tab main barristery puri karke India wapas agaya tha. humdono tabh bhi mile. yaha tak ki humari shadi bhi hone ja rahi thi.

Bondita : kiya? par ghar main to kisiko woh pasand nehi thi? fir shadi ke liye maan gaye?

Anirudh : nehi mane thei.sab mujhe samjhane lage ki woh acchi ladki nehi hain. pata nehi sabko itni buri kiyu lagti thi woh?

Bondita : to fir shadi...?

Anirudh : maine sabse humare liye ladai ki par tabh bhi woh nehi mane. fir maine
faisla kiya main ghar chodh dunga or sare riste bhi todh lunga. tab mujhe sabne rokne ki kosis ki. mini bhi mujhe samjha rahi thi ke  yeh sab na karu. fir bhi maine nehi suni.

A drop of tears fall from his eye.

Anirudh : fir humne socha hum mandir main shadi karlenge. or shadi ke din bhi agaya tha.

Bondita : fir shadi kiyu nehi huyi?

Anirudh : main uska intezar kar raha tha mandap pe. bohat khus tha jab dekha baba or kaka bhi aye huye thei mandir main or sabkuch thik hogaya tha par....

Bondita : par kiya?

Anirudh brust into tears.

Anirudh in crying tone : par woh nehi ayi. ushdin main intezar karta raha par woh nehi ayi. or main puri tarha se tut gaya. Sablog mujhe bohat bhala bura kehne lage. yaha tak ki baba or kaka ne bhi mujhe bohat data sunaya.  kisi ne ekbar bhi nehi socha mere upar kiya bith rahi thi. Rudra ko bataya to usne bhi kaha ke baba or kaka sahi hain or main galat. Main tut raha tha undar hi undar. kisi ne ek baar nehi socha ke mujhe datene ki jagah samhale? jo maan main aya sabka woh keh diya mujhe.

Bondita's eyes also got moist.

Bondita : aapke sath to bohat bura hua.

Anirudh : par woh kisine nehi dekha. Kaka ko apni izzat ziyada piyari thi ke unke bete ko mandap pe chodh ke chali gayi to log kiya sochenge.to wohi baba bhi mujhse ghussa rehne lage unhone kaha maine unki naak kata di samjh main. Kisine mujhe samjhne ki kosis nehi ki mujhe akela chodh diya. main akele rehne laga. kisise ziyada baat nehi karta tha. or apne kam main busy rehne laga.

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