[15🌙] Lived to regret

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"And what if he survived?" Jay asked nervously pacing around

Who wouldn't be nervous in this life and death situation?

"....if he survived then....i will kill him myself" He heard from Jungwon,he can't believe what he just hear,he will kill his bestfriend?no that can't be true

"Haha it's not the time to be joking right now,come on be serious"He Snickered, it's clear he said that to convince himself

He desperately hoped Jungwon wouldn't go this far,no,he couldn't possibly be this heartless

"....Jay i am not joking,i think it's better if you leave right now" Jungwon stated,the face he make said it all,that he is serious about killing Sunghoon

"But...why?" Jay breathe out,not able to understand what's happening

"Do you know why me and my brother suffered like this? it's because of people like him,with no care for lowlifes like us,they trampled us,and you expect me to just accept it?" He snapped through gritted teeth

He had been holding on to this anger for more than a hundred years now

And now nothing will stop him

Not even Jay,who he had taken a liking to

If he's being honest to himself,ever since Jay came into his life,he had been happy,he felt like Jay understood him that might be why he felt attracted to him

Because Jay is one of the very few people who understood him and sympathies with him

But he's willing to let all of that go, because he's been swallowed by his anger

"Please Jungwon you can't do this,if you do this you'll have to pay a price"Jay reasoned out,maybe because he genuinely thought Jungwon is a good boy,good boy made bad by the world

Being with him all those time made him see the boy inside, desperate for love and affection,calling out to whoever's out there willing to share his pain

"That's where you're wrong Jay....i can"

Two boys stood together side by side,at a distant another two boys laid under the shade of a tree

"That's....me?" One of the boy asked as he stared at the couple at the distance

"..umh..and I'm the boy laying next to him"Sunoo points at them

Sunghoon and Sunoo had been watching their past-lifes selves,they are in a state of ghostly form,no one can see them but they can see everything

So they are forced to watch everything that had happened in their past life together,side by side

" Arghh"Sunghoon groaned hands going straight to his head

He felt like someone had hit his head

And that might be correct since memories came flooding inside his head, memories from years and years ago

"Are you okay?" Sunoo freaked out,seeing Sunghoon clutching his hair

"Sunghoon-hyung?"

Silence fell on them for a short while

"Sunghoo-"

"I remember"

Sunoo is caught off-guard as Sunghoon quickly stood, opening his arms and take Sunoo in a full hug

Sunoo gasped,quite shocked by Sunghoon's behaviour

"You have no idea how much I've missed you Yang Dongsun"he whispered,his voice trembling from the emotional shock that came with his memories

But Sunoo is not convinced,he pushed Sunghoon off

Looking down at the ground,"you're the one who left me"He muttered sadness hidden in his words

"I-... I'm sorry Sun"Sunghoon breathe out,he felt wrong

"But believe me when i say i had a reason and I've already lived to regret my decision of leaving you"Sunghoon added

Sunoo doesn't know what Sunghoon meant by that but when he looked up to meet Sunghoon's eyes,the tears falling off his cheeks and the smile he put on which displayed so much regrets and longing is prove that as much as he had suffered,Sunghoon had suffering too,maybe even more than him

So as hurt as he may be, he doesn't hesitate a bit as his legs walked closer to Sunghoon, tiptoeing just infront of him,gently holding his cheeks and joined their lips as tears fall from both of their cheeks




I'm sorry for always giving such short updates😩

But on the bright side one of them kissed✌️

I promise we will find out what really happened in the next chapter and i will update asap

Note:

So you might all notice that this story reached 1k read,and I'm so proud and happy🤧 it's the second time my story reached 1k reads and i couldn't be more happy so thank you😭

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