He raised his brow and stood up staring. "What the hell was that for?" He looked down at me and I crossed my arms. "It smells like shit and it's not good for your health." I gave him a fake smile and turned and faced the view.

"You don't fucking tell me what i should do or not." He clenched his fist, "I don't care, I'm a doctor and smoking isn't even good for you, you asshole."

He rolled his eyes and turned to face the view. The sky was pinkish and clouds. It was such a vibe standing there and just inhale the air and exhale.

The feelings I had on my shoulders left and it felt like a ton of burden was lifted, it was such a relief.

Whenever I closed my eyes the only person I saw was my dad. He's a nightmare to me now. He's one of my burden in my life and always will be.

All the memory had come back to me. He was standing in front of me and he slapped my face and dragged my hair.

This was the only memory that came back all the time. It's horrifying to know he's a messed up person and could do whatever he wanted without getting arrested.

When I opened my eyes I noticed I was holding Juan's arms very hard and he just stood there looking at me. I gave him a weak smile and fixed his dress.

"Sorry." He kept staring at me and I returned a apologetic look. "There you are baby," my gaze went to the black-hair girl who was standing there and walked over to us.

Wow, she's pretty gorgeous.

"Sorry, I know I'm late." She kissed his cheeks, "who's she?" I asked and the girl took her arms around his arm. "He's my boyfriend." he removed his hands from her, "no, you were my one-night stand, and get out of here." He looked annoyed and the girl rolled her eyes at me.

"Are you hating me because you found... her? Really? Out of me her? She's not even... yeah..  gorgeous like me."

I looked at them both, "uh... it's better if I leave." When I turned around I felt a hard grip on my arms and when I looked over Juan held me and the girl gave me a disgusted look.

"Stay."

Was the only thing that came out of his mouth. "No it's fine I will-" he raised his brows, "I said stay and you're not allowed to go anywhere because you will run off."

"Let her run, don't force her." The girl said and I actually liked she said that.

"You shut up and leave before I kick you out of her!"

She took her hands up in defense, "chill, but if you need me you know you can call me whenever you want and I will please you."

Listening to that made me feel uncomfortable, I gave him a dirty look.

"I thought you loved your girlfriend." I randomly said because why not?

"I do love her."

"It doesn't look like. You literally use her for pleasure."

He looked over, "so would you like to please me?" He said crossing his arms over his chest and I shrugged.

This man really has the audacity to say I would pleasure him. I don't even like to be seen with him, it's far away I would touch or please him. Him.

Who would like to pleasure someone they don't even know about? The only thing I know he's name is Juan and he's trying to take revenge because his girlfriend is gone.

"Do you have a picture of her and her name?" I don't even know why I'm trying to get to know him. It's not like I want to be his friends, but sure I would love to know something.

"Why are you asking me these questions?" Well, he's right why I'm I even asking these questions? Maybe to know about his past life and maybe I know someone or I have seen something and I can help his poor ass.

"Because I want to know." He was playing with his ring again.

"Is that the ring she gave you?" His head shot up and he looked at me. He kept staring at me and didn't even move.

I took my hands up and punched his arms. "What the hell, are you made of a fucking rock?"

I started laugh because I didn't knew I could punch this hard. "I asked you a question."

He came to realize, "uh, yeah. We gave each other promise rings, and of course do I have her pictures. She was my first true love that ever happened to me. She made me the happiest, when I mean the happiest, I actually mean the happiest."

His smile grew wider and my heart melted for them both. "What's her name?" He took off his ring and showed me.

"It's Rose Gomez, look I have her name in my ring too." I looked up at him and he looked hurt. "Can I see?" I asked and he gave it to me.

I looked at it. It was a golden ring and inside was her name written in cursive, 'Rose Gomez' not gonna lie, the ring and her name was beautiful.

Unfortunately i have never heard her name from my dads mouth so I don't know anything.

I handed him the ring back and he immediately kissed it and put it on.

"And I'm not going to show you any pictures of her." He said in a harsh voice. I nodded slowly not because I don't want to see her picture, but I know he will get more hurt by looking at her picture.

"We should go." He started to go but stopped when I didn't move, "come."

I walked behind him and he took my arms and walked me out. He opened the car and I sat down first and then he walked over to his side and sat down.

"Do you wanna know something?" I asked him and he looked over at me.

"Tell me."

"I never had sex," he looked over and smirked.

Oh no, did he get the wrong signal?

"Such a shame," he said, "but there's no harm in trying."

"No thanks I'm fine-" he interrupted.

"You sure?"

I looked away, "I'm sorry..." he paused before he spoke again, "I just want my mind of Rose because it hurts to think about her. Sorry."

He started the engine and drove off.

We sat there and it was quiet and no one said anything.

When we finally arrived at his place where he held me, we got out of the car.

When we walked inside I stopped midway and looked up at him.

Gosh, if he wasn't handsome, I wish it could be a ugly old man because this would have stopped me from doing this what am about to do, right now.

God please forgive me.

I walked closer to him and my hands went behind his neck and I kissed his lips, his lips were so soft that I couldn't stop kissing it, but I pulled away and he looked really shocked like I had killed someone, but who cares? So, I pulled him again in for a passionate kiss but this time his hands went behind my waist and he pulled me closer.

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Let me respectfully stop the chapter right here, on purpose. 😏

Sadly now you have to wait for the next one, but I'm not evil so it will come out soon.😈

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