Can we just take a moment to acknowledge how suckish life is.
As a friend once put it: "well ya know what life spelled backwards is."
Efil.
He meant live. we all have those moments.
But at youth group my friend mentioned that another mutual friend of ours is "doing it again". she's self inflicting. I thought she was doing ok finally, but there's this guy (who I would happily shove a cactus down his throat or up his ass) who has been giving her issues. Then I have a wattpad friend who's parents are fighting. A friend from scouts who can't quit smoking. Another got taken off of his mental-issue-medication. ones dealing with sexual harassment at school. So many other issues with so many other friends. Others I'm just generally worried about all the time.
My dad lost his job pretty recently and now both my parents are unemployed. we should be getting checks for that soon. Not to mention in drowning in homework. I mean I know I have friends with way worse problems who are on the verge of suicide and really I'm not THAT upset... but my problems are problems too.
I (as I mentioned in the 2 previous chapters) am Christian and I believe god is watching out for me and I pray about this stuff but this is frustrating me. Now I feel like I'm a drama queen sorry. I'll just go binge watch netflix and drown out all my feelings tomorrow with my fandoms.
If you finished reading it thanks I guess. thanks for the over 5k reads and 500 votes and being there to read my rants. I love you guys.
