Broken arm

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Alright I gotta say something even if no one reads it
I broke my arm last month and haven't been able to do much cause of that. I broke my radius all the way through and my ulna almost all the way through.

Memorial Day I was in a ATV accident as  you all now know, if I hit my neck any harder on the ground I seriously could have died

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Memorial Day I was in a ATV accident as you all now know, if I hit my neck any harder on the ground I seriously could have died. If the lacerations on my leg were even a millimeter deeper I would have hit that main nerve cluster making me Paralyzed from the waist down in that leg. And the scary part was that the almost death part isn't what made me cry most of the day, it's was that I could have died and missed/not said so much

I would have missed watching my friends graduate, and I wouldn't have been there with them, I wouldn't have seen my senior prom, I would have died and been on bad terms with people that mean SO MUCH to me and they didn't know it.

Breaking my arm wasn't the result of me being stupid or chance it happened cause I'm on the spectrum, my reaction time isn't the same as everyone else. It took 8+ hours after surgery and them putting a block (makes it so the nerves don't receive the Signals from the brain) in my shoulder for me to register that I couldn't feel my whole right arm,

when I crashed it was due to the gravel moving and megoing sideways so I tried to straighten out and I jumped off before hitting the tree it was that Ot hit my friend.
Because I'm on the spectrum I can't do things the same way other people can, due to that processing time, when I realized I was gonna hit my friend if I didn't turn I was already on the ground. I know it might not make sense but that's what happen I couldn't take pictures with a lot people on graduation cause of my arm, it was so hot out that my arm was swelling so bad it was cutting off the circulation, my summer is fucked

Everything that I could do I can't anymore or at least not fully, I can't even open a Gatorade it's that bad, I feel like a burden to my family cause they have to help me do simple things.

Truly don't take what you have for granted, not everything is forever,

I can close my hand and hopefully start therapy soon. I had to get a new phone as well so most of my notifications don't go off. My arm after surgery.

 My arm after surgery

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