Because You Are My First Love |||sansang,Hybrid AU

chapter 5

-I’m not hungry, you can throw it away or give it to him.”  

He responded while looking back in the room, where the fox was sleeping on his bed. Looking down, Yunho squeezed the porcelain tray, the smell that came to his nose made him feel a weight on his heart. He felt weak. He couldn’t change what happened no matter what.

-Young master... Did you really have to do it? I mean... He arrived yesterday... He didn’t even had time to get used to live here yet and-” He couldn’t even finish his sentence that the wolf cut him halfway.  

-I didn’t buy him at this expensive prize so he could get used to live here. He belongs to me, I can do what I want with him. That is none of your concern Yunho.”

Squeezing the tray harder if it was even possible, he let his master continue what he was saying since he knew he wouldn’t stop there.

-You duty is to watch over him and nothing more. So please, keep your advice to yourself if you want to stay in his charge. But I must admit, I have an interest towards him. For today, he can rest and take a bath if he wants.”  

While saying this, the smile he had on, never faded away. With that over, San get out of Yunho sight. If the smell wasn’t already strong enough outside of the room, it was nothing compared to the inside when Yunho walked in. Everybody could guess what happened in that room the night before. And for sure, it wasn’t a simple talk between a master and his slave. Sighing loudly, Yunho sat on his knees in front of the sleeping boy and put down the porcelain tray on the floor. He looked at Yeosang, who was half naked, he could see all of his injuries. On his chest, his stomach and on his neck, since the blanket was only covering the lower region of his body. Seeing the fox full of bruises, probably not only because of his master, broke the dog’s heart. He slid his hand on his neck full of bites, feeling even more guilty. He should have done something, he promised to himself if the fox could forgive him someday, to never let him out of his sight never again.

Finally looking up, he noticed on his head the fox ears that were out. He must admit, he had never seen a fox with a beautiful blood color like that...

-Yeosang... it’s time to wake up...”

He lifted his hand who was on his neck to his forehead, then he moved his hair back caressing it a bit touching the soft ears on his way. Yeosang let out some incomprehensible word while growling a bit.

-Give me just... another five minutes...”

-Noo you need to get up. I have breakfast for you. The master didn’t want it.”

Yeosang blinked a few times, before he tried to sat with difficulties. He got up slowly, with some pause between each movement while holding his lower back. He finally sat, but still shuffled on place to find a good position to sit. He looked everywhere in the room, his master wasn’t near to be seen. If it weren’t of the pain he felt on his lower back, he would have simply thought it was a dream. But it was true, he did lose his virginity to his master.

-Wait, let me help you. Your back must hurt...”

Nodding, Yeosang let Yunho place the pillow behind his back to make him feel more comfortable. He took the top of his hanbok, who was laying on the floor a bit further, and put it on the fox’s shoulders so he could cover himself a bit.

-Thank you...”

-No, please, don’t thank me... You must be very angry at me, and I understand that. But please... Know that I’m truly sorry...”

Yeosang looked at Yunho, confused a bit. Why would he be mad at him? He didn’t do anything since he got there, except good. He was so caring towards him, it didn’t even make sense.

-Why would I be angry? Please explain... Because I don’t understand Yunho...”

-It’s because of me what happened. I should have advice you about the master’s bad reputation... He sleeps with all of the new slaves who correspond to his taste. I should have kept my eye on you, I looked for you for hours without success. It was my only job to keep you safe and yet... I failed miserably. I’m sorry... I am truly.”

Looking down, Yunho couldn’t meet the eyes of the boy in front of him. He felt too much guilty... and weak. Yeosang sighed a bit, and put on the top of his hanbok to cover himself. Then he laid his hand slowly on top of the fluffy hair of the tall puppy.

-Yunho... I’m not angry or mad at you. We can’t do anything about it. It’s me in the first place who sold myself to pay the debt of my family. I was already prepared that something like that might happen...”  

He sighed again, while playing with his hair before continue.

-But at least he didn’t beat me up or killed me. I’m the only one at fault here. I’m simply happy to have you, I’m happy that someone who care this much for me is responsible of me. I am very happy about that.”

Feeling a slight light inside of his heart, Yunho couldn’t stop some tears from falling on his cheeks. Yeosang was a good person. Nobody could erase what was already done, but he will do anything to help him to life through that.