"Finn. You have to stop....lazing, and feeling sad and guitly all the time. Job is work, and they need your help." Farrine advised
"No one wants my help. No one wants me except my family, but they are busy!!. I don't need friends and they don't need me." Finn argued
"Well since you are in, you are needed to. Finn. I know you are sad because of this conflict. I. I know you have been making a lot of debt......doing things that broke you.....you did all of this because you are sad, the conflict broke you and I know that. I have been trying to help you you know." Farrine advised
"Yeah?!. Well what's that gotta do with all of this!. If life was different...." Finn moaned
"It is not. Just........Stop hating others, stop hating yourself. It is hurting you." Farrine said
"How would I?. Everything there is in life is to hate it!. You may believe that life is just peaceful and comedy in the conflict, but for me it is not. When it all started, I joined tried to join more then five gangs, but nome wants me. You know what one of them said to me?. "OH FINN ENNIS YOU ARE A SORE LOSER. GO BACK AND CRY TO YOUR MOMMY!!!." And you know who said that, a freaking 8 year old!. He even beat me uo after, I was even beat uo by his older sister, then his oldest brother. Yet most of my time, many people bullied me by the net, they even put me on their musically sites!. How can I not hate life if all there is in life is to hate Farrine!. You are just lucky you are just a girl. And girl or not, I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH PEOPLE NOWADAYS!. The conflict has always been merciluss, pure monstrosith to us victims! We children have became a sickness!!."Finn ranted
Cyrousche heard the conversation after washing the hotpots, and talked to him; "Look. Finn. I understand your gloom. I. I have seen darker things just as you. I am scared of it. I despise it. I wish it could just stop. And, and even if I tried to stop it, it just won't end. Now I know you have been giving up on people, you have been giving up to your life.....and yourself. But don't you ever think of not giving up to change yourself if you can't stand this?." Cyrousche advised. Finn nodded no, folding his arms. "Are. Are you just going to...to sit on this chair, visit the restaurant, do nothing and be sad for the rest of your life?. Are you just letting time past by and make yourself worthless?. Let me just tell you this Finn, if you could just...just jump out of this, if you could just...change the way.....change the darkness inside you....if you just jump out of the shadow....then what you will see is the light. And the right is the most beautiful thing to the human eye. So if you can't stand this life, if it is hard for you to change, then change the way you see it then."Cyrousche said
Finn then said; "Thank you for the advise...........but it will take more than that to get me out of this hellhole. It is IMpossible!!!."
Cyrousche then said; "Everything is impossible in life Finn, that's what its all about, as long as you do it, then it won' be impossible anymore. M________"
"Finn. FINN!." Grover yelled as he walked to him. "There you are you miserable bastard."
"Grover!." Farrine scolded his language
"Yeah he is right!. I am miserable. Thanks for calling me that you prick!." Finn called him
"Hey I don't mean that. I just got back from AllTools. Just listen. Since you are a part of my battalion, you are supposed to be a part of the job then. Therefore I need an alliance. We found where Atik is. Chris told me he is held up in a glass warehouse south of Laconia." Grover mentioned
"That's quite far. You sure you need my help. I am useless." Finn doubted
"Finn, he is doing his best for you, for all of us, please appreciate it and accept it. I'm sure you'll do the same for him." Farrine advised
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Independent Row
Mystery / ThrillerRowenthal is just a young man who could not move on from all the chaos that is plaguing the whole State, specifically, its youth and his delusion. "It is the matter of his governance, his standing, or his family." -Ryu...
