Let's Not Fall In Love(我们不要坠入爱河)

Chapter Ninty-Five

The room fell into silence after I said those two words. Ba Wei stared down at me with an intense gaze and I couldn't understand just what he was thinking about. He was looking at me sure but he definitely wasn't seeing me.

After a few minutes of silence and him just looking at me he pushed himself off me with a sigh. I was a bit confused by this but didn't move from the position that he had pushed me into only minutes ago. As I watched him push himself back against the headboard I couldn't help the sly smile that spread across my face.

"What," I teased, "not gonna put me in my place?

I slowly sat up and when I looked  in his direction our eyes locked. I was expecting him to say something but he didn't. He just stared almost as if he didn't see me at all.

"Didn't I tell you to stop talking?"

I raised an eyebrow at the sudden question, "didn't I tell you to make me."

He sighed and I watched as his eyes trailed down my shirtless abdomen. He wasn't even touching me but yet the feeling of knowing he was looking me over made my skin feel hot.

"Ji Nan if I make you be quiet it won't be pleasant for you."

I couldn't help the laugh that came from me. If that sentence was supposed to eerie then he failed. He had did a lot of things to me and I doubt that he would stray from his usual things. He would most likely force me down and jerk me off or at worst edge me. I could handle that.

"I doubt it. I'm not as fragile as you think I am."

He stared at me for a long time. So long that I started to squirm under his gaze. It wasn't that him looking at me made me uncomfortable. It was more of the fact that he was looking very hard at that, and not saying anything. His gaze was hot as it moved down my body. It felt like when you drop hot candle wax on the skin. Unpleasant but then warm.

"Ji Nan," he started as he shifted his eyes. "Do you even know what I want to do to you?"

I wanted to laugh at the question. Did he think I was dumb or something? It doesn't take a rocket scientist to know his intentions. He definitely wanted to embrace me. I wish I didn't have an issue with that but I slightly did. He was a dominant man but so was I.m, and the idea of being on bottom wasn't appealing to me.

I'm not ignorant to that fact that men have sex. I got around with many women and many of them had male friends who joined and got a bit too touchy with me. I didn't mind that much I just pushed them away and said I was there for the girl. Most of the time the men just watched or they would actually partake in the threesome. Can't say that the sex was good though.

"You want to hold me right," I said coldly.

"I do, but do you know what that means?"

"Of course I do. You want to fuck me don't you?"

He stared for a few minutes, "come here."

Almost immediately after he said those words I had already moved closer to him. I was shocked by the obedience that I just had displayed.

"Wh-"

"You said you understand." As he said these words I watched as one of his hands went to the hem of the grey sweatpants he was wearing. I couldn't help but follow the movement of his hand as he loved it back and forth across the hem.

I just nodded at the question he asked me and looked back up at him. I can't say I wanted to take my eyes away from what he was doing but I knew he would comment on it if I stared too long.

"So you understand that when I say I want to fuck you. I mean that seriously."

His voice was flat and almost monotone as he said that. I didn't know what to say, but I knew I didn't want to bottom. Sure I had willingly let him push me around sexually before but this was different. I don't like to be dominated and I sure as hell don't want anything near my ass.

"I'm don't want to be done," I said suddenly.

I watched as Ba Weis eyes lit up for a second. I cocked an eyebrow at that, but didn't comment on it. I was about to say something else when Ba Wei suddenly reached out and ran a hand down my neck. Shivers went down my spine as his fingers glided down my skin.

"I don't mind that. I'm open to experience both sides of pleasure."

Almost like clockwork my face began to heat up as I registered what he said. Don't get me wrong I've heard many people tell me that they want me to do all kinds of things to them. Yet hearing Ba Wei so nonchalantly say that he wouldn't mind being done sparked something in me that had never been touched.

I stared at his face in utter shock at how cold it was. No emotion at all was on it, and I couldn't help but think it was cute. He may be huge and definitely intimidating, but on the inside he was soft. I had only seen him like that and that fact made me happier than I've ever been.

"Do you do that in purpose," I asked?

"Do what in purpose?"

"Say such erotic things with a straight face?"

A smirk pulled at the corners of his lips, "I can't help my face you know."

"You can. You could always smile."

"It would be fake if I did," he touched his face slightly, "if you want me to smile you'll have to make me."

I rolled my eyes, "it's gonna take a century to do that. You don't really have a sense of humor."

"I have one you just not an easy one to figure out."

I sucked my teeth, "sure."

As I said they my eyes found themselves back at his waist. He had stopped moving his hand but he still had two most of his fingers inside the pants. As I stared I couldn't help but want to see what was underneath. I didn't see the hem of underwear, and that further made my imagination run wild.

"Like what you see or something?"

My eyes snapped back up to his for a second before I returned my gaze to waist. Without thinking I reached out grabbing the hem of the pants and pulling down. Just like I had predicted he didn't have underwear on and his very large dick was in display. Although not hard it still was a giant.

I looked back up at Ba Wei and smirked, "I do like what I see."