A Tragedy I Was Born Into (Eren Jaeger x Reader)

Special Chapter

This is is a special songfic for all those lovely readers, the song I am using is called 'Yuukei Yesterday' sung by the vocaloid IA. Happy reading~
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~(F/N)'s POV~

In this place with lots of merry people basking in the sun, I cut through the crowds while glaring at their happy faces; A morning after another all nighter.

'Stupid people' I think while walking down the hall. I was headed to the mess hall but everyone is staring at me. They're all way to cheery so early in the morning.

Past the offended people who dodged me and who are now looking at me, [Good Morning] he said as he stretched out, with messy bed head, that guy stood infront of me.

"Morning (F/N)-chan!" Eren cheers walking towards me. I noticed his bed hair and sighed.

As I finally came to, a young love at first sight - I'm not really interested in that...

Tsubaki bothers me about stupid love and romance, but it's not my thing.

So, I wonder...

"(F/N)-chan look at this!" Eren shows me a drawing of some sort. I start to feel my cheeks warm up, with my heart beat speeding up. So I look away from him.

Why I can't look at you in the eye? [Well it doesn't matter, because...aah, how irritating!]

I go outside to get some fresh air.

Glaring at the sun, I found, while hiding this throbbing heart.

'Why do I always feel so funny around Eren?' I think to myself while looking at the sun.

Ah, I can't surpress this emotion it makes me sick! I wonder why? Such a strange feeling...

It can't be love, someone like me can't love.

Wow wow wow! My face is like an open book, for some reason I get so nervous that even my voice squeaked!

"B-baka! Eren" I cross my arms and avoid eye contact 'did I stutter?'

[What's wrong with me?! This is pissing me off!]

I furiously scratch my head confused with myself.

I'm such a fool.

I give up!

I take another yawn in the classroom today next to our very own window. I'm really nervous! Even if I act bored

I sat next to Eren as where were listening to Hanji rant about her experiments. I glance at Eren and find him staring at me, I quickly put my head down pretending to sleep.

While listening to the radio...as I stood up, I made a careless mistake and so you found out.

Eren tries to speak with me but I pretend to not listen to him. But I accidently looked at him when I was trying to avoid him.

That headphones which I was listening to had always been disconnected...

"(F/N)-chan weren't you sleeping." Eren asks me innocently. As I looked at him flabbergasted.

[I'll forget about him with time!] I stubbornly told myself. But for some reason, I can't put my feeling into words.

We just stare at each other while I try to find the right thing to say in a situation like this...

Staying upset, I can't speak at all...

Eren contuinues looking at me, getting closer to me, until I push him away.

Carefully trying to [show it through my behavior]

I would glare at Eren but he still smiles, I would push him away but he still comes back, I would do everything to get him away from me but it's like all my attempts are nothing to him!

But I still ended up hiding my feelings today too [maybe this feeling isn't so bad after all?]

I would think I'm just sick but there are more to this feeling, I think?

Wow, I'm surprisingly timid...wow wow wow

Eren compliments me, and I can't help but feel good at hearing his compliments. 'Who cares about other peoples opinons of you?' My brain denies but my heart accepts.

[You seem to be really cheerful today]

Eren pokes my cheek and says I look happy.

[Don't you see I'm in a bad mood?] I said as I pinch your cheek

I yell at him saying I'm not feeling while Pulling on his cheeks.

I hate that kind of insensitive attitude!

"Don't say you know me when you don't!" I narrowed my eyes at Eren.

What should I do? Today's already ending! One more time!

I sit outside thinking about todays events, I look up at the sun once more noticing that the sun is getting closer to setting.

I stare at the sun again [please don't set just yet!] I took a deep breath. My throbbing heart hurts so much, what a strange feeling...

Eren makes a funny joke about jean but a horse, and I admit it was pretty funny. We were laughing till I caught Erens eyes. We stare at each other for a moment, before we begin laughing again.

[I want to tell you!] I thought as I started to run. I don't understand my feeling any longer; they're about to explode!

I spotted Eren going into the forest we usually train in, I wanted to yell to him about what I feel but no words came from my mouth. So I began to run after Eren.

Before the sun sets...

I almost caught up to Eren but he began to run somewhere. 'That baka!' I sped up after him

I just wanna tell you somehow!

Eren finally stopped running...

Please god, let me...

I walked up to Eren about to yell at him for charging off. But I caught him staring at something.

Make it!!

I look at what Eren was staring at and notice a small pond with pretty flowers surrounding it. I look up at Eren and he smiles at me. "I like the sunset, it pretty. Right (F/N)-chan?" I needed to hurry before the sunset. "Eren" I spoke softly.

"Yeah (F/N)-chaan!~" he cooed.

"I l-love you baka!" I playfully punched him. He looks at me with a wide smile.

"I love you too (F/N)-chan!"