breathe

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❝I've got
no obvious reason
to feel this way

Being barely
able to breathe

There's nothing
I could say
to make people understand

That I'm
hardly living
but rather just existing

That I tolerate
instead of accept

"It's just a phase"
they always say,
"you will get past that someday"

But what if
there is no chance
of overcoming
this unbearable pain
that I feel?

What if
I will always feel
this way?

It's hard
trying to explain something
that you can't understand
yourself

So you stop
making an effort

You stop
searching for a reason
for your existence

And you start
to accept that nothing
has to have
a meaning to exist

Not even
your own life

Although
that realization
destroys that little bit
of hope you had
deep inside of you;
that maye- just maybe,

you would
be able to take
a deep breath
and live
for a tiny moment

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