Chapter 20: Afraid

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Emily POV:
I walk outside of the school, and get into my car.

I see whoever that guy was. I probably should've gotten his name.

He looks sad.

He starts running towards the car, but I speed off.

I look in my rearview window, and I see him grab his hand, and slam them down as he sits on the ground.

Alison POV:
I saw Emily jump on Kyle, but I don't know what she said to him.

I watch as Kyle chases after Emily. I was going to follow them, but my feet wouldn't move.

After a few minutes, my brain processes, and I take off running outside.

I see Kyle sitting on the sidewalk staring at nothing.

"Kyle?" I call out.

He turns around and I see his eyes are red and puffy.

"I'm sorry..." He cries.

Emily POV:
I don't know why I broke up with Alison.

I guess I was just shocked and hurt.

I drive around, not knowing where I'm going.

Eventually I end up at the cliff.

This damn cliff...

I sit on the rock, and throw pebbles from up above.

My body jerks forward every time I throw a pebble. Waiting to fall...End all of the hurt and pain.

Why does it always come back to this?
The cliff.

Why does it always come back to me thinking about suicide?
Why did I break up with her?
Why did I hurt her?
Why did I have to go and break her heart?

I ask myself.

But it always come back to that one thing....I'm afraid...

Alison POV:
"It's not your fault." I say to Kyle as I pull him in to me.

"Yes it is!" He exclaims.

I feel tears pool in my eyes as I struggle to breathe normally.

Emily POV:
I just need time...It will be alright.

We're all going to be just...Fine...

I love her. I want her. I need her.

I was hurt. She didn't mean it.

She loves me...Or does she...?

These are the thoughts that fill my head, roaming my mind.

I get up from the rock, and begin making my way back to my car.

She loves. I know she does. I'm just afraid...It might happen again...

Why do I think this way?

I love her.

And I'm going to talk to her...





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