Samonte Series 3; Her Not Gay P.A

Chapter 21

Asshole

Xeldre sighed as she watched her own reflection in the large mirror inside the bathroom of her room. Her eyes are swollen, the bag under her eyes are suddenly widened and slightly darkened because she was not able to sleep well last night. Kasalanan itong lahat ng Fiona na iyon at lalo higit ni Jp.

Dahil sa ginawang pagsigaw at pagsagot ng pabalagbag sa kanya ni John Paul ay napahiya siya sa harapan nung malanding Fiona na iyon. She was very embarrassed and hurt because Jp chose to defend Fiona who he had just met rather than her whom he had been with for a long time. Siya iyong palaging nasa tabi nito, marami narin silang napagdaanan at ginawa na hindi naman gawain ng amo at tauhan pero agad na siya nitong binalewala nang dumating lang ang babaeng iyon.

Hindi siya naka-get over sa nangyari kahapon kaya iyak lamang siya ng iyak buong magdamag. Ang kupal na si John Paul, may pasabi-sabi pa ito ng mga mabubulaklak na salita pero nasaan na lahat ng sinabi nito? He even said that he will make her fall for him, but what happened? May bagong babae lang na nakilala ay binalewala na kaagad siya nito ng ganun-ganun lang. He is an asshole!

That gay is really fucking flirt!

"Shit, it really hurts!"   she hissed before crying.

Nanginginig ang mga kamay na humawak siya sa lababo at nanghihinang napaluhod siya sa sahig, why the fuck this is always happening to her? Why do men always break her trust? She no longer knew which right man she should trust, who her heart should trust. Her heart has been broken ever since, this time someone broke her heart again and it is even worse now. Sobra na ito for fucking pete's sake!

"What am I doing?"   she asked to herself all of a sudden.

"Hindi ko dapat iniiyakan ang lalaking iyon."   mahina ngunit matigas na usal niya sa kanyang sarili.

"I am Daniela Xeldre Samonte, almost all the men stumbled to get my attention. All men long for me so why should I waste my tears on him who's doing nothing but disappointing me and hurting me?"

Nanlilisik ang mga matang tumayo siya at muling humarap sa salamin. She admitted that she didn't bring good to Jp but what did the latter bring to her? Pain, puro lungkot lang din naman at pighati ang naidudulot ng huli sa kanya. Tama na siguro na magpadala siya sa mga mabubulaklak na salita nito sa kanya. For sure, everything they have is just a pure fling na kailangan nang tapusin.

Lumanghap siya ng isang malalim na hininga bago pinihit ang faucet tsaka hinilamusan ang mukha. After doing her morning routine, she didn't hesitate to call Clinton's phone number. Hindi naman puwedeng si John Paul lang ang makahanap ng iba, mas makakalikutan niya rin ang kupal na iyon kapag binaling niya ang atensyon sa ibang lalaki.

Maybe it's time for her to give Clinton a chance? Clinton has been waiting for her to answer him from his courtship with her. Aminado siya na hindi siya komportable sa mga ikinikilos ni Clinton every time she's with him. She could also feel that Clinton is not that serious to her, ilang beses nang may nangyaring masama sa kanya pero hindi man lang siya nagawang ipagtanggol ng huli.

But Clinton can change, right?

"Aalis kana ba anak?"   nakangiting tanong sa kanya ng kanyang ina.

Katatapos niya lang ayusan ang sarili nang mapagdesisyunan niyang lumabas na sa kwarto niya, nakasalubong niya sa sala ang kanyang ina na may dala pang tray na may lamang pagkain for breakfast. While her Dad is busy watching news in the television.

"Yes Mom, may meeting pa po ako with President Clinton."

"Clinton Chamlone? Iyong nanliligaw sayo Ate Xeldre?"   tanong ni Dylan na bigla nalang sumulpot mula sa kusina, may kagat pa itong tinapay.