Coffee Stains ‣ Mikey Fusco [AU]✔

Author's Note ; IM SORRY

hi gosh yes i know i am a terrible human being, i deserve it.

i haven't updated in forever so go ahead, shoot me but remember if you do im dead and if im dead bro i cant wait so...

i've been busy on my other fanfic account @JustSav focusing on that account rather than this one bc let's be honest, im not exactly happy here.

i feel forced to update and i update bc people complain about how im taking forever and what not, that im not trying. i am trying, it's the fact that i feel like you guys are forcing me to write sucks. back then i loved writing her, when i first started this story there'd be like five chapters in one day. and now i can barely get one a week, sad right? i want to take a hiatus so badly but i cant bc i know that more people will be unhappy. i want to finish this book bc im not proud of my work. i should be thankful that so many of you love it, but i dont and i want to love it just as much as you guys do. it's sad how when you guys tell me that you love my work i cant understand or relate to it bc im not sure if im doing such a good job. 

im going to try to update more, but i cant promise you much. 

with @JustSav i feel as if i can update whenever i want. im not a big account there unlike here and im not saying im not grateful bc i am, but i feel as if more and more people are weighing down what i should do when i should be the one deciding for myself. @JustSav lets me be me and write and i actually feel proud. there are some comments on this account nowadays telling me that i should just update when i updated like what, five hours ago? i cant whip up something so quick. and im trying really hard to focus on @philophobia- bc i actually really like me and Gabby's story.

i've been telling her that i feel unhappy here and i don't want to. i want to be happy writing, but im not. 

i'm not trying to be pitied on (if that's a word) i just feel as if i dont know what i want right now.

so im sorry for not updating. i really am.

but i promise you i will try harder.

new chapter up soon guise :-)

much love guys.

~iamme_chick

xx