^Alex Roscoe^

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Alex roscoe is a made up character I have created who returns to Hollyoaks after living with her grandma for 13years, she has so many questions to ask her family mainly her mum about why she was left to live with her grandma but took her five brothers with her.
Alex roscoe can be girly like wearing makeup especially to parties ect... but she does not stand for anyone treating her like rubbish or trying to walk all over her. She has a lot of similarities from her brothers but what can you expect she's a roscoe!! (Hope you enjoy this story thanks for reading) xo

Heart breaking news

Chapter 1

Walking slowly down the cold white corridors, I could feel a lump in the back of my throat, my hands starting to tremble as I entered one of the hospital wards. Walking in to see my grandma Sat up thinking in the hospital bed, as she saw me her expressions change and she looked relieved to see me, I sat in the chair next to her bed whilst tears filled my eyes. I struggled to speak until my grandmas soft warming hands held mine, I looked up to see her smiling and I couldn't help but start to cry we sat there in silence whilst she stroked my hair as I carried on crying until I couldn't no more. I never cried in front of people just bottled it all up but this was different my grandma was the one who basically brought me up, was there for me through every stage of my life and I depended on her she was my world and my best friend. Mainly I loved her with all my heart and I needed her.

Loosing my world

8months of living with cancer from February to October, after doing everything she wanted and living life to the full it happened. she passed away. My grandma was gone, my hole life was crashing down around me and I haven't smiled once since that day three weeks ago, she may be gone but not forgotten always in my heart forever and always. She left me a card which I read the day of her funeral 2weeks ago it read:
Alex,
Writing A letter to you was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do so if it doesn't make much sense it's not my fault ok? Ha, I loved having you living with me for 13years just so I got you all to my self, don't ever want to be anyone else just stay as you are yourself my gorgeous granddaughter who I love so very very much,
Love you my princess for ever and always x x x x

Saying goodbye

Today was my last day in my grandmas house as I was going to stay with my best friend for a while, I couldn't stay here anymore due to the fact every room I went to reminded me of her and the fact I was only a teenager so I couldn't pay the bills or be able to live here by myself.
Whilst gathering memories of my grandma I came across a sealed box under her bed a note read:
My darling Alex, you never wanted to go live with your mother and brothers anytime I asked you but when the time comes that you read this I won't be here, in this box is the village where they live. Please make the right decision I don't want you to be alone all my love Grandma x x x x

I sat on my grandmas bed head in my hands what should I do my mum obviously didn't want me so why should I go back she left my grandma to look after me but took all my brothers with her! I don't want to see her after leaving me without a mum for 13 years, she doesn't know how many nights I have spent crying knowing my mum doesn't love me and doesn't care about me. She hasn't even called or text grandma to ask or speak to me!
With that I grabbed the rest of my stuff and shoved it into my suitcase saying goodbye to my home and jumping into the taxi.

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