Unwillingly Yours

Chapter-30

Meera's POV

I'm not feeling good!! Honestly I'm not.

Don't know why it feels as if heart is feeling an ache. I don't know why that's happening. It has never happened. An unknown ache is there. I want to scream and cry.

I really want to hug someone and cry my heart out !!

After doing breakfast I came upstairs and I saw my phone ringing.
Divi !!

"Hello Meeru. How are you. How's life going on" she said and tears pooled my eyes.

"Divi..." I whispered controlling my tears.

"Meeru.. What happened. Are you okay" She said

"No" I said controlling my tears.

"Meera...what happened" she asked concerened

"I.. I'm giving divorce to him" I said and she gasped

"What are you saying Meera. Two days before you were telling me that you want to give chance to this relationship and now..what happened. Tell me.. did he do something." She asked and I narrated everything what happened.

"Damn him!!  I swear I'll break his face Meera and rip his hands away. How dare he say anything like that to you... and how dare he do that. I'll not leave him. I'm coming NY and I'll take you with me and tell me are you mad ?  Where's that Meera who wasn't afraid of anyone. Why didn't you punch him?  How can you cut your wrist Meera? " she shouted and I wiped my tears.

"I.. I don't know. I thought as if I've failed. I couldn't think of anything else.." I said

"I'm coming there. I'll not let you live with that moron" she yelled 

"No Divi. I'm already giving divorce to him. I'll.. I'll not come back to India right now" I said

"Are you out of your mind Meera. Where the hell will you go" she asked shouting

She'll make me deaf!

"I.. I don't know. I'll  not come to India before final exams. I don't want to hurt uncle and aunty giving them a sudden shock. Media too will not be knowing about this right now. I don't want to panic aunty in any way giving her a sudden shock" I said and she huffed

"Fine!! So once again you'll hide what their great son did to you from them just because you can't see aunty and uncle sad. Will you ever think of yourself Meera? " she shouted

"I thought of myself only Divya and that's why I'm taking divorce from him." I said

"Meera. How you'll stay alone. What you'll do" She asked concerned

"I'll do any job... which will be work from home.. I mean which will not reveal my face and anything. I'll come for final exams to India and that time only I'll tell uncle nd aunty everything" I said

"You're doing so much just for a surname Malhotra!! And what did that Abeer Malhotra did!! " she snapped angrily

"I miss you Divya" I said crying

"I miss you more and I want to punch that man so hard that I can't explain" she said

"I...I started liking him Divi. I thought everything will be normal. But my fate has no happiness written in it. Whenever I try being happy worst happens" I sobbed

" Meeru. Don't cry. It wasn't your mistake at all. He did mistake and will regret it. " she said

Is he really regretting!
Should I believe him?

"Now he's showing so much care that nothing is more important to him then me. How much he fakes. I.. I hate him Divi" I said crying

"Meera. You're strong. You're not weak...You'll not waste your tears for someone who's not worthy of it. Understand. By the way you know right that you're being diplomatic. You like him..but you hate him  "She said