No Lies(Jelena)

You Caused This

Selena's POV

Justin left yesterday and I woke up to him posting pictures all happy with Yovanna! I went on her profile on Instagram and sure enough she posted pictures of them together too! What the hell? How can he come here, be all sweet and act like he misses us together and then go out with another girl! He's driving me crazy. I texted him, he read the message but never replied. I feel played, used and worthless. I was in my tour bus alone, in my room in the back. I fell back onto my bed, just staring at the ceiling, thinking about how things use to be with me and Justin. I felt water on my cheek. I was crying. Great. Might as well let it all out now. I just broke down crying. My phone started to ring and I answered without looking at the caller id.
S: Hello?
J: Sel? Are you okay? Are you crying?
S: What do you want?!
I didn't want to talk to him right now, he's the reason I'm having this break down.
J: I just wanted to say I missed you
S: Whatever, you're an asshole!
J: What happened? Please tell me!
S: You! You're the reason I'm breaking down! You come here making me feel like things were going good, then you go back and be with the same girl that caused us to break up in the first point! You really hurt me this time..
By now I was sobbing into the phone.
J: Selena..
S: Bye Justin.
I hung up and cried myself to sleep.
"Sel" I hear someone whispering, while shaking me. "Sel, wake up" they said again. "No, leave me alone" I mumbled. "Sel please" they begged. I finally gave in and looked at them. it was charity, she had a worried look on her face. I sighed, trying not to cry again. "Tell me what happened" she told me while coming over and rubbing my back. "Justin, he's messing with my feelings, it's driving me insane Charity, I feel so used" I cried. She continued to rub my back. "I think I need to cancel the tour.. I really need time for myself" I said looking at her. "I understand Sel, and I'm sure everyone else and your fans will understand. You're going through a lot" she said. I nodded. That night I worked out canceling my tour. I went on Twitter to let them know.
@Selenagomez
I decided to cancel the rest of my tour. Really need time to myself. I hope you guys will understand.

I sent it out getting replies right away saying they understand and to stay strong. I smiled.

Justin's POV

I went on Twitter to see everyone talking about Selena canceling her tour. I searched her name and that's what her recent tweet said. Why is she canceling her tour? Is it because of me? "Hey baby, what are you doing?" Yovanna asked coming up behind me kissing my cheek. I closed my phone and smiled at her. "I was just on Twitter" I said kissing her. I pulled her over onto my lap. "You're so beautiful" I told her, putting a strand of her hair behind her ear. She smiled. I kissed her again and grabbed a blanket and we cuddled while watching a scary movie on Netflix.

5 days later

Selena's POV

Here I am, in my room, curtains closed, door closed. I'm depressed. I let him get to me. I haven't eaten in 5 days and I'm feeling weaker and weaker. I only get up to use the bathroom and shower. I'm slowly giving up. I was thinking, you know what the worst feeling is? The moment you realize you're losing yourself. Justin messaged me.

To: Selena
From: Justin

Selena I'm worried, I care for you. Please let me come over and talk.

To: Justin
From: Selena
No. I don't wanna see you. I wish I never met you. Then there would be no need to impress you, no need to want you. No need for loving you. No need for crying over you. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for you acting like you care. No need for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

He didn't message back. Good. I felt really dizzy and sick. I started crying. I stood up but falling right away. My body is too weak, I laid there on my floor, when everything went black.

Mandy's POV

I was on my way to Selena's to bring her some food. I know the past couple days haven't been good for her. I pulled into her drive and unlocked her door. I have a key. I walked inside, setting the food on the counter. "Selena! I'm here!" I yelled. I got no response. "Selena?" I yelled again. Still no response. I went upstairs to her room. I opened the door and saw her laying on the ground! I rushed right over to her. "Selena?! Baby? Wake up!" I screamed. What happened?! I called 911.

"911 what's your emergency?"

"My daughter! She's not waking up! Please help me!" I sobbed into the phone "Selena wake up baby! Wake up! Please!"

"We're sending an ambulance right now ma'am"

I called Justin to let him know.
"Hello?" He answered. "Justin! You have to come right now! Selena isn't waking up and the ambulance is on its way" I cried into the phone. "What?! I'm on my way!" He said hanging up..

Justin's POV

I got up right away and left, driving as fast as I could. I can't believe Selena isn't waking up, is she going to be ok? Is she even alive? I got to her house and ran up the stairs seeing Mandy crying on the floor holding Selena. Her body looked so lifeless. My heart broke. I was in shock. The ambulance got her and put her on a gurney rushing her to the hospital. I drove me and Mandy following right behind the ambulance. We got to the hospital and the rushed her into a room telling us we have to wait until the doctor comes out.
It's been 2 hours and we've heard nothing from a doctor. I was really worried.

"Family of Selena Gomez?" A doctor asked. Me and Mandy both stood up. "Is she okay?!" I asked. "Selena is okay, she passed out due to starvation. Did any of you know she was starving herself?" He asked. She was starving herself? Did she do this to herself because of me? "No" we both said, Mandy was crying. I felt horrible. "Can we see her" I asked. "Yeah, follow me" he told us. We followed him into Sel's room and he left. "My poor baby" Mandy sobbed. I looked at Selena, her skin didn't have its natural glow anymore. I sat by her and held her hand. "Sel.. Oh my god. This is all my fault. I caused you to do this to yourself. I'm so sorry. I should've fixed things. I'm so sorry" I cried.

Selena's POV

My eyes were closed but I could hear Justin crying. I opened my eyes slowly, and looked at him and around the room. I'm in a hospital? I put my hand on his. "Justin?" I said weakly. "Selena, baby, you're awake" he smiled holding my hand. "Why am I at the hospital" I asked. I looked to the side of me and my mom was asleep on the chair. "You passed out and wouldn't wake up, you're mom found you on the groun in your room and called 911 and then me, I came over as fast as I could." He said, his eyes watering. "I heard everything you said.." I whispered " it's okay, I forgive you" I told him. " I'm not with Yovanna, I want you back Selena, I will do everything to make you happy, I wanna hug and kiss you everyday and I wanna be able to call you mine" he said kissing my hand. I gave him a weak smile. "Can we start over?" I asked " but promise me you won't hurt me again" I told him. "I promise baby" he said kissing my forehead. "Selena baby" my mom woke up, "you're awake, I'm so happy you're awake" she said hugging me. "I'm gonna head home
Ok? You get rest. I'm so happy you're awake" she kissed my head and left, leaving me and Justin. "I'll let you get some rest to, I'll be here first thing in the morning" he told me. I nodded. he gave me a peck on the lips and left. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.